All I See Is Red (TW/ TVD)

Part 6

I feel Stefan walking behind me, but I don't care, at this stage I didn't care what happened to me. My own father, the only family I have left is terrified of me. I yell as I slam my hand on the sink in frustration and anger making it crack. Why was this happening to me? Why did Damon have to choose me out of all people to turn into a blood sucking monster?
"Stiles..." Stefan said placing a hand on my shoulder.
"I wouldn't be near me right now." I threaten.
"Stiles you need to calm down. Your father will come around eventually trust me." Stefan tried reasoning with me but all I saw was red.
I turned around so I was face to face with him, my eyes were burning so I could tell I had shifted. "Why didn't you warn me, he saw everything!" I yelled in his face. I couldn't describe to you how much anger I was feeling, to be honest I was scaring myself. Never had I ever felt that much rage in my life.
"I tried too, but you completely ignored me and then it was too late." I was taken aback, was I that far gone that I completely shut everything out.
All I could think of was Noah running to his car freaked out of his mind, ready to go and tell Scott and the pack everything. I took a step back and lent on the sink. I could feel my eyes start to burn again; I was losing it.
"Stiles?" Stefan said unsure.
"I can't do this Stefan. I can't be a vampire." I turned to face Stefan, holding off the shift.
"You have no choice." Stefan said with a hint of sorrow.
"Thanks for the words of encouragement." I say walking past Stefan, I need to find my Dad. I need to explain.
"Stiles I don't think that's a good idea." Stefan called out from the bathroom knowing very well that I was going to find Noah. I ignore him and continued heading towards the door, until I am stopped by Stefan standing right in front of me. I tried side stepping him but he used he vampire speed to move with me. I narrowed my eyes at him in frustration. I tried it again and again but it was useless, he was much older than I was, which meant he was faster and stronger. "Move!" I yell getting extremely frustrated.
"I can't let you go out there, especially not on your own. You will end up attacking someone wether you like it or not, it might even end up being your Dad." Stefan said.
"Fine!" I give up and walked back to my room. I knew Stefan was right, but I hated the fact that I had no idea what Noah was going to do. I just had to wait and see what happens next.