All I See Is Red (TW/ TVD)

Part 5

BEEP! BEEP! BEEP!
I groan as I roll over to turn off my alarm. Why did it have to be morning already?
I sit up and rub my eyes. I then remember my dream I had last night, it was the most strangest dream I have ever had. "Wow." I say as I stand up thinking about my dream. It felt so realistic, it's as if I can still taste the blood. I quickly shake off the thought, and walk over to open my blinds.
As soon as the sun rays hit my body, my skin immediately bursts into flames. I scream in agony and ran to where the shadows were. I was literally on fire.
I slide down the wall and watch as my arms quickly heals its self from the burn.
"No no no no, this can not be real." I begin to freak out. How can this be real, how could I of killed that man last night.
"Son? Is everything okay?" Dad yelled from outside my room. My eyes widen as I hear dad speak. I can't let him come in my room, I don't know what I would do. I could hurt him or worse, kill him.
I finally bring myself to say something. "Um yeah dad I'm fine, I-I'll be out in a minute." I feel tears run down my face. I can't even be in the same room as my own father because I am too afraid I might hurt him.
"Okay, don't be too long, you have school in 10 minutes." He said worried.
As soon as he left I let out the breath I was holding ever since he began talking. I didn't even know I was holding my breath.
I reach over to my bed side table and grab the ring Damon gave me so I don't burst into flames again.
I was about to walk out my door until I hear a knocking outside my window. "What now." I say walking over to my window.
I open my window and look down, but there was absolutely nothing. I roll my eyes and close it. I turn around to see a man right in front of me. I couldn't help but let out a little scream. "Who the hell are you and what are you doing in my room?" I ask the man.
"Stiles is it, your father invited me in." I was a little taken aback, how did this stranger know who I was? And why did dad invite him in?
"Depends, who wants to know?" I say raising an eyebrow.
He didn't say anything except revealed a blood bag he was holding behind his back.
I felt my eyes widen in fear and curiosity. Fear, because I could already feel the unbearable hunger rising and I don't know what I will do next. Curiosity, because this person must know I'm a vampire, but how?
"A-are you a-"
"I'm a vampire, and unfortunately I'm the brother of the vampire who turned you." He reached out his hand for a handshake. "My names Stefan."
As I returned the hand shake I couldn't help but stare at the blood. It looked so juicy and delicious.
"Stiles I'm here to help you gain control over the blood lust, it will take time but in the end it will be worth every minute trust me." As Stefan was talking, I saw a hint of sadness in his face.
"Anything, I'll do anything to stop me from harming my dad and friends."
"Instead of only drinking from animals I'm going to teach you how to live of blood bags and only blood bags." Stefan said holding out the bag.
"Why only blood bags?" I ask confused. I thought it would be better to only have animals.
"If you accidentally taste human blood you won't going crazy like I did, instead your going to learn control."
"When do we start?"
"Right now." Stefan said handing me the blood bag. As soon as I held it I instantly wanted to tear it apart and drain it dry. I could feel my fangs growing which meant I already have bloodshot eyes and veins under my eyes.
"Remember to breath stiles. I know you want to rip that bag apart but calm your self and take it slow."
I steadied my breathing like he told me to and opened the bag. As soon as I opened it, all my humanity went out the door. I teared apart the bag and drank every single drop of blood it had to offer.
"S-stiles?" I look up and see dad looking at me with fear in his eyes. He must of come to get me to go to school but I was to distracted by the blood to notice him. He seen everything, he saw me rip apart the bag, he saw me as my true self.
I stare at him with blood all over my face, and I'm pretty sure I still had fangs and bloodshot eyes. I didn't know what to do, all I did was stand there frozen holding the now empty bag. I looked around for Stefan but he disappeared.
"Dad, I-Its not what it looks like, I can explain." I take a step towards him but he instantly takes a step back. My own father was afraid of me.
"Dad it's me." I plead.
"What are you?" He asks terrified.
"Dad." I take another step forward.
"Stay away from me." He said as he quickly ran away.
I quickly run to the bathroom and look at myself in the mirror. I was a monster.
I had blood all over my face, my fangs were still visible and my eyes were bloodshot.
"No!" I scream in anger as I hit the mirror. I watch as it shatters in to small pieces. What have I done.