Nibir - our life together [completed]

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Guys i am done with another update. It is related to revelations. But please do comment how you feel about it.

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Kabir knew that now he need to take a step... As her silence and tears were stabbing his heart multiple times...

He went inside the house, locked the door... Turned off the bell and switched off his phone.. As he did not want any kind of disturbance when he confronts her...

He went towards their room but he did not find nisha over there... But he heard sobs near the washroom so he knew that she is crying in the washroom... Kabir knocks the door and says

K : nisha please come out... We need to talk..

Nisha tried to make her voice normal but everything went in vein as her voice was shaky

N : ha...haan Kabir bas 5 mins mai aayi..

K : Nisha anadar rone ka koi matlab nahi hai.. come out now i said... He said it a bit frustratingly.. as he was not able to control his emotions any longer...

Nisha was a bit startled by his this voice.. but she thought that she deserves this only... She is not worthy of love...

Soon she composes herself... Wash her face and comes out..

As soon as the click of the knob was heard Kabir turned towards washroom... And what he saw made his heart wrench... He found a pale Nisha with hair messed up... Red puffy eyes and walking with the support of wall. Nisha was about to fall so Kabir immediately goes and hold her..

Kabir makes her sit on the bed and then gives her water.... After few minutes when he found her a bit relaxed he said...

K : Nisha dekh mai na kuch ghuma firake baat nahi karne wala... Ab mai tumhe option nahi de raha hu... I am commanding you to spill it out damn it.. i want everything out now... No secret and no running away..

Nisha was silently listening to him. Her life had stuck up in what if only... But she even knew that there is no escape. Kabir was silent till now but she knew that now his patience level is at its peak..

N : Kabir mai tuje sab kuch bata dungi. Par usse pehle tuje muje wada karna hoga ke tu muje chod k nahi jayega.. tuje mujse jab take narazgi rehna hai na tu reh sakta hai.. par tu muje chode ga nahi... While saying this again tears made their way to her cheeks.

Kabir wiped her tears and says

K: nisha tu pagal ho gayi hai kya. Mai tujse pyar karta hu. Tu jaisi bhi hai muje waisi hi pasand hai. Na koi atit (past) na koi future muje tumse pyar karne see nahi took sakta. Tuje shayad pata nahi hai tu hai nai meri sason mai basti hai. Tujse due hua to mai issue duniya...

Nisha immediately keeps a hand on his mouth. And says please Kabir Marne ki bate mat kiya Kar.. please..

Kabir softens a bit and then tells her..

K : acha chal ab bata kya baat hai.. Mai wada karta hu tuje..

Nisha just takes deep breath and releases them 2-3 times. She closes her eyes tight and says Muje vaisa sapna wapis aaya.

K : konsa sapna nisha.. aur wapis aaya matlab.. muje kuch samaj nahi aa raha hai. Tu kehna kya chati hai.. please saaf saaf batana kya hai.

N : Kabir mai janti hu ki hum ek dusre ki zindagi mai ek dusre ke aaj to jitna achi tarah se jaante hai utna past ko nahi jante.

K : Nisha please jalebi banana bandh Kar.. aur sidha sidha bol.

N : Kabir please muje batanane de.. (Kabir made a helpless face and sat in front of Nisha and held her hands tightly giving her assurance.)

Muje saapne Mai aisa aaya ki mai ek white room mai bandh Hu... Bahar nikalne ka raasta dundh rahi thi mai.. par kuch nahi mil raha tha. Maine bahot chillai.. tuje maa papa gharwale sab ko bulaya par koi nahi aaya.. thak ke mai bich me Beth gayi..

Thodi der baad aawaze aane lagi.. pehle mom ki aayi ke maine tumhari aur viraj sir ki zandagi Barbara's karti rahi... Tumse phase karne Ka natak Kar rahi hu. Mai ek cheap ladki hu Jo dono bhaio KO ghuma rahi hai.. ( Nisha again started crying but Kabir had become stiff in his place. The mere thought that such words would have become true than what)

Nisha again continued, fir muje ritesh ki awaz Sinai dene lagi ki mai to gandi ho gayi hu, muje to log surf ek challenge ki tarah istemal Kar sakta hai kyuki mai kisi ladke me chune see aise react karti Hu jaise vo mera rape karega..

Fir muje viraj sir ki awaz Sunai dene lagi ki Maine unko ek davdas bana diya.. ek happy go lucky man se itna gum mai dubo diya.. jab ki Mai tujse sirf pyar karne Ka natak Kar rahi thi
Fir muje dolly di ki awaz Sinai dene lagi.. ki ab unless bache KO baap Ka naam kaha se milega..

(Till now nisha had started hugging her knees but her one hand was minute by minute tightening hold on Kabir's hand. As if she let it go he will vanish )

Fir muje kirti ki awaz Sunai dene lagi ki Mai to sirf mahan banne Ka natak karti hu. Par mai to dominate Karna chati Hu sab ki.

Fir roopan taiji ki Sunai di ki na mai sundar hi na intelligent. Mai to bas sab ko bigad rahi hu aur juth ke taste par bhatka rahi hu. Unki betiya Jo bhi taklif huie hai vo bas meri wajah see hi huie hai.

Fir vimla taiji aur virendra tauji aayi aur bola agar sahi waqt par Maine dolly di ki madad ki hoti to aaj unka ghar ujad nahi jata..

Fir bunty ki aawaze aane lagi ki papa aur maa mere wajah see usko kabhi time hi nahi dete.

Fir suku ki usko meri wajah se actor nahi dukaan mai nokri karni padti hai.

Aur fir jab aakhi mai Teri aawaj sink to mai tut gayi..s tune bola mai tere upar boj Hu aur humesha rahungi tune meri wajah se apni maa se bhi jagda Karna pada. Apne Bhai se Nazareth nahi Mila pata.

But before nisha could say anything more Kabir took nisha in a bone crushing hug.

Nisha starts crying badly she again started ranting Kabir Maine kuch nahi kiya, i am sorry.. please muje chodke mat jana..

Kabir mai sirf aur sirf tujse pyar karti hu. Muje nahi pata Mai duniya ko kaise batau Mai buried nahi Hu.. Maine aaj tak kisi Ka bura hai chaha.. Kaas karke in logo Ka jin logo ke liye mai aapni jaan chidti Hu...

Nahi Hu mai aisi Kabir nahi Hu... Maine kuch nahi kiya please muje chod ke mat Jana...

She kept on saying that still in a hug with Kabir. Her tears had no stop. But Kabir was also crying as he never knew that such a strong girl had so much hidden deep inside her which had now taken a turn of insecurities towards him. He silently made a promise to himself that he have to be strong to remove her from all the insecurities.

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Ok guys so done with the update how many of you thought that it would be the same old dream...

Stay happy stay blessed ppl..