My Possessive Lover

Chapter 58: New Beginning

After Sam's burial everything went back to normal. But not in me. I can sense the sudden change in myself. Ayokong makihalubilo sa kung sino man. Gusto ko lang mapag isa buong araw. Wala ako sa mood everytime na may kakausap sakin. I feel sorry for them. Parang nawalan nako ng ganang mabuhay pa. I feel numb. I feel lifeless. Lahat ng lungkot, I barely feel the pain. Parang ayoko na. I just want to stay in my room the whole day 'till I die. Ayoko na kaseng kumain.

It was February 28 yet still I have to go to school. Gang War started February 21 and it was the official day were Red and I has been into relationship, while Sam's Death was February 22 1:40 in the morning.
I fixed myself as I turn my gaze on the mirror. Kahit depressed ako, I still look presentable. Parang wala lang nangyare. I may look good Physically but not emotionally.

I picked up my bag as I went out my room.
Nakita ko namang naka abang dun ang lahat. And I didn't bother to ask. Basta nag dere-deretso lang ako papuntang basement not minding all their stares. I doesn't care at all. Simula ng mamatay si Sam wala na kong paki sa kahit na sino. I don't want any attachments to prevent things like this. Ayoko ng mag pahalaga pa ng kung sino man. I'm tired of my life. Wala na kong pake sa kanila.
When I spotted my favorite car, My Pink Lamborghini ay agad na akong nag drive papuntang CBU. It only takes me a minute in driving since naka full speed ako.

Ng makarating ako sa school a student approach me.
I look at her when he reaches me.

"M-Miss... C-Chloe... P-pinapatawag p-po k-kayo s-sa SSC Office." he told me and immediately runs away

So I went to that Damn office and didn't bother to knock. All eyes on me as I make my way on a vacant seat

Still, all of them are staring at me

"Is that the reason why some random guy approach me to go here, because you'll just stare at me like that and do nothing? What?! If all of you want an autograph then ask some. Hindi yung titigam nyo ko ng ganyan!" I coldly said at lahat naman sila mag iwas ng tingin

"I know all of you have heard the bad news about our current SSC President. And I feel sorry for her. And to be fair to all I will make a re-election of officers that will be valid till next school year. So shall we start?" Alli said infront

Later that moment natapos din ang re-election

Worst is I'm the new elected president..
Vice President - Alli
Secretary - Khiera
Treasurer - Coleen
P.I.O. - Wacky
SGT AT ARMS - Nash, Tyler
MUSE - Sabrina
ESCORT - Red
No more representstives daw para di na hassle kaso may nadag dag

Cadette Officers daw. Psh. Dami nilang kaekekan.
Di na ko nakinig. Kase bored na ko. Lumabas na ako. At pumunta sa garden to have some peace on mind. Kaso may sumunod sakin.

"Chloe.. I know it's hard for you to accept everything. But believe me, everything will be alright. Soon." Biglang sabi ni Red

"Yeah. That 'soon' will take years I guess."  I said as I close my eyes

"What are your plans now?"  Red ask

I just shrugged my shoulders. Silence ..

"Stop staring Red. It's rude you know." I jokingly said

"Hahaha I guess your comfortable with me. That slight smile. I know it isn't fake." Giit nya

Psh. Ano naman kung ngumite ako. Masama na bang ngumite ngayon?

"Alam mo? This past few days... I'm craving for Lasagna. Want some?" He ask

I nod. And stood up.
We decided not to attend our classes since wala ako sa mood.
Dinala ako ni Red sa pinaka malapit na Greenwich. Nag lilihi ata to.

"Hey. Why are you smiling? May dumi ba sa mukha ko?" Red ask.

Umiling lang ako

"Ano kase... Para kang nag lilihi. Hahaha" giit ko

"Chloe.. Buntis ako. Ikaw ang ina." Giit nya na parang iiyak na

Natawa naman ako.

"Hahaha loko. Bilisan mo nga jan. Trip ko ng pumasok." Sabi ko.

1 week na pala ang relasyon namin.

"Hmm.. Good for you." ^_____^ sya

*School*

"Chloe..?" 

napalingon ako sa tumawag sakin.

Si Sabrina pala.

"Oh? Bakit?" ako

napansin kong medyo maluha luha ang mata nya.

Ano naman kayang problema ng babaeng to..

"Alam nating lahat na hindi mo pa matanggap ang pag kamatay ni Sam... Pero C.A.. Miss na miss na namin yung dating ikaw.. Sana di ka na maging cold saming lahat.. Natatakot na ko sayo eeh.." sya

Niyakap ko si Sabrina ng mahigpit. Naramdaman kong medyo basa yung balikat ko.. Umiiyak ata. 

Psh.. Malaki na ba ang pinag bago ko?

"I'll be back. SOON. Not now but SOON." giit ko

Hey Guys!!!! Sorrry  sa suuuuuuppppeeeerrr taaaaaagggggaaaaallll na UPDATE!!
busy ako.. tapos na mental block ako ng sobra.. and also, depressed ako..

ngayong okay na ko, here's an update. :) Sorry kung maiksi tong part na to..

I'll also update another chapter pambawi sainyo.. Lovelots dear readers!! :*


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