The breakup ✔️

I will fix you

I will fix you (the break up part 4) - written by victuri_nikiforov on IG

Fortunately I was able to convince Victor to take a shower and eat some bread. When he was eating he even asked for coffee. Makkachin stayed with Victor when I left the room. It was like we decided that we would take care of Victor together. Yurio went home eventually. He looked relieved when he left, probably because he knew that Victor was in good hands now. I was with Victor again.

It was almost midnight. I was sitting on a chair next to Victor's bed, scrolling through my phone. "Yuri?" I looked up from my phone. "Yes Victor?" Victor's fingers ran over my thigh. "Will you stay here tonight? I don't want that you leave again." I nodded. "Of course Victor. I can sleep on the-." Victor didn't let me end the sentence. "We're going to sleep in my bed together. It's not like we haven't done that before. We did that in Barcelona remember?" I wouldn't argue with Victor about it. I had came here to fix him in the first place. I wanted him to be happy again. Sharing a bed was a way to make him happy right now. "Okay then." I changed and slipped in Victor's arms with only my boxers on. I heard Victor sighing pleased and closed my eyes. He would be alright, eventually. I would stay with him, no matter how long that was. It was the least I could do. I caused this damage. It was my responsibility to make sure that Victor would get out of this depression.

The next day I woke up to Victor playing with my hair. My heart skipped a beat. My presence was already helping him a little. "Yuri... I felt so lonely all the time when I had returned to my home. No ones presence could make that feeling go away. People were around me but I was alone. For the first time in weeks I don't feel alone. Thank you for visiting me." I didn't want to remember him that it had been my fault that he had felt like that. I didn't want to drag him back to that negative spiral. "It's the least I could do. I missed you too Victor." I snuggled more into his arms. His grip on me tightened. "Don't abandon me again Yuri. I don't know if I'll survive that twice." I heard him saying.
"I promise that I won't do it again. I felt miserable without you. I don't know why I thought that leaving you was a good idea. Maybe it was my anxiety again." I heard Victor sigh. "Yuri you know that you can talk to me about everything." I nodded. "I do but what if you're done with me one day? What if you realise that I'm pathetic." It was quiet for a moment but then. "YURI! I don't want that you think that I'm just playing around with you!" He took my face in his hands. He looked angry. "I'm not a arrogant dick that plays around with people. It hurts me that you expect that behaviour of me." Anger. He's showing more emotion. "Victor I- I'm sorry. I'm sorry that I hurt you again. This is one of the reasons why I think that I'm not good enough for you. I make so many mistakes." Victor's eyes softened. "And so do I. We're human Yuri. But didn't you promise me that you would fix me instead of me fixing you?" I heard a soft chuckle coming from him. "Yes I did promise that. Thank you for reminding me." I wanted to kiss him but I knew that right now wasn't the best timing. It would confuse him. It was better to take things slow. Maybe we could date again when Victor was more stable.