Hi i'm CJ I'm a girl who likes video games and drawing! (I always have low grades not really always i have lots of 80 and 84 and 78 in my grades and i am not in top as always...idc)i always use my ipad or computer to draw but now i always draw on paper because my hand hurts when in ipad and computer XD I sometimes got banned from my ipad and computer even though there is no school because school just ended in march 2 (yeh thats the date of my end school) i got banned because....i always not sleep when I'm using my ipad and that is so depressing for me idk why....idk why i always cry when Its night not always sometimes XD......i am always depressed when it comes to my ipad idk i got addicted to it i guess XD........i always questioned to myself "does everyone like me?" "Does my family love me?" "I am always alone in life..." "pls kill me i always pray for me to die..." and stuff XD......Idk.....am i worth it?.....idk......this is true everything i say is true................my sins: i always lie,i always do stuff bad that I don't tell,trying to hold my breathe to suffocate myself to die,always being bad,always disobeys............
My reasons that i am depressed inside: my bffs mom said to me that i am a bad influence so i should not be friends with angela if angeli sees me and angela talk angela will get punished by her mom......,i cried when its night idk why i am always depressed inside.......,nobody needs me here in life.....nobody even wants me alive.....i should be dead instead of being alive.......
My fav things to do when i am alive: Draw,Ipad,Have fun with my ipad and stuff,always sleep with my mom,always being depressed inside,always sin and ship FELLCEST and SAURTIS AND GRIAM,ALWAYS LOVE UNDERTALE NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS TO THE FANDOM OF IT......
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Hi now u know that i always say "kill me" in messenger •w•
