➰True Hybrid ➰

Chapter 10~ Going back To Normal.

Summer's POV
Going back to normal life was harder than I thought. I thought I would be able to just go back to being my normal self again but I couldn't.

Going to sleep at night was the hardest. It's impacted me more than it did Damon and Enzo. Enzo left causing me to get even worse. I became more careless and reckless. I kinda liked the new me but my family were constantly trying to turn me back to who I was but all I wanted to do was be badass and break the rules. It's like I had turned my humanity off. I hadn't turned it off it just seamed like it to everyone around me.

When I got home from walking back I told everyone that I went on vacation with Damon and a friend, they asked me why I didn't tell them about it, I said because I didn't want them to worry about me. Pretty crap excuse.  I liked being the badass side of me, I felt more alive and I felt better.

As I said earlier going to sleep was the hardest. Every time I thought I was going to fall asleep I would wake up from a nightmare. I tossed and turned, I came out of it sweating and boiling hot. I didn't want to tell anyone about it because not every thing is about me. Anyway it gets better doesn't it?

The first time I saw my family tears sprang to my eyes. Being away from them made me realise how much I take my families for granted and I shouldn't because they may not always be with me. I know they are vampires and hybrids but it doesn't mean their indestructible, it just means that they are harder to kill.

Being at home was a lot harder than I thought it was. I had to make up the excuse that I hadn't fed all the vacation because of the amount of blood I was taking. My mother suspected something and I made sure that she didn't find out. She wouldn't understand how It felt. She would make it about her just like she always does, my mother is a very difficult person, she likes to get what she wants and if she doesn't she will do anything to get it.

Being at Augustine changed everything for me. It changed the way I look at things, it also changed me physically as well. I have a whole lot of scars so I have to be careful what I wear and I'm not as strong as I used to be. I used to be pretty strong and now I have lost quite a bit of strength for being weak for a long period of time.

I'm glad no one else has to go through what my friends and I went through. We are tough we will get through this.

NEW CHAPTER DONE!!!

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