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Julie's P.O.V

My head was pounding and my stomach was twirling, i felt i was going to be sick but i was so weak i couldnt move, i just sat against my apartment door, my heart started to skip beats and i couldnt breathe. i leaned forward and vomited everywhere. blood was all around me staining my clothes then joe appeared, his eyes soar and puffy, and his hair all scruffeled up, he walked closer with a pink blanket wrapped around his arms holding out to me.. screaming cries came but my eyes would'nt open

i woke up with my heart raceing i looked and saw zoe sat by my bed looking at me "what is it zoe?" i said, she shook her head "what where you dreaming? you were freaking out" she looked at me concerned and all i could do was look at her, she looked like she hadnt slept and was scared to death, but i didnt know why "did you sleep at all?" i said trying to dodge her question, "no, but that doesnt matter, what did you dream?" she said this more sternily and demanding "why?" zoes hair was in her classic messy bun, and she had her arms holding her knees to her chest "Julie just tell me!" she practicly yelled at me "i dreamt i died, why?" zoes eyes shot at the clock then back at me "how did you die?" she said "i dont know there was blood, and i was loosing feeling and sigh & joe was holding a pink blanket" i replied still very confused, i looked at zoe who had tears forming in her eyes and she covered he rmouth i was beyond confused, i had no clue what was happening or why she was acting this way. 

Zoe's P.O.V

I couldnt help but to cry at her words, i was emotional but i didnt want Julie knowing the truth of my tears. "Why are you crying zo?" she said softly as she hugged me "i dont know" i said burting into tears i couldnt see Julies face but i could feel she didnt know what to do she just rubbed my shoulder "it was just a dream zo" she said but i didnt reply i was done crying so i wiped my face and looked at her "are you still on not wanting to see joe?" i said and she just let out a hard nod

"i need to call Alfie ill be back" i yelled as i walked into the hallway of the apartment i was nervously picking at my fingers as it rang "hey, so whats happend?" he said anxious "i dont think she'll be wanting to talk to joe, she seems dead set on that" i sighed "youve got to tell her zo! have you talked with her about it?" he said "no, i will.. i just. i just had an emotional meltdown alf, i dont know if i can tell her" i said, but there was a long pause "i know. its going to be hard, just tell her okay, she doesnt know" he said and then we hung up

Julie's P.O.V

i sat on my couch waiting for zoe to come back in, so i grabbed my phone to scroll through my tumblr when a txt message came in 

Joe: are you okay? havent heard from you, im sorry for what happened. i dont want our friendship to be ruined by this. please call me.

i decided i would call him as after that whole episode with my dream and zoe so i did, he picked up right away "hey" i said "hey how are you? listen ju-" i cut him off "no you listen, im sorry. i didnt know how to react, i never had feelingd for somone and your like a brother, and i have feeling for you joe. im sorry" it was silent, i hate spaced phone calls "julie, i have feelings too. dont be sorry" i smiled at this but also wanted to cry "we cant be together though" i said like it was a fact "why? it wouldnt be bad, why dont we just give it a try?" he said almost in a whine "no, we cant absolutely not. im sorry an we just forget about everything" i bite my lip waiting for him to reply, but it took him ages then he let out a sigh "not like i remembered anyways" zoe walked in and i hung up on him i stood up and went to her "zo?" she smiled a fake smile "we need to talk" she grabbed my arm and dragged me to the couch setting me down i was so confused still "Julie, joe called he was worried about.." the words fell out of her mouth and i couldnt help but to cancel all sound and just stare.. the word she spoke ran over my head several times, haunting my brain taking over my whole body shaking me.. pregnant. i could be pregnant

Zoe's P.O.V

she stared at me blankly and i couldnt help but to cry, i mean if she was pregnant joe would be the father and thats something ten times worse than just sleeping with him. maybe it wasnt the only reason i was crying but i couldnt tell her that, i reached for my purse and handed her a tester stick, she just stared at it, grabbed it, and walked away.

she came back holding two.. "zoe?"

N/A i know this was really short but i wanted to leave it at a cliff hanger aha hope your enjoying so far!

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