Reckless love

Sugar

-Are you sure?

-Is it important? That much?

-Just asking.. I dont think so.

-I just want to know if you like it or not.

-And I just want to know when this gonna last.

-Forget it, just a moment. You're so sober, let me see your feeling, what do you truly feel?

-I know I'm not used to be this close with anyone, I always try to be careful. That's why I dont have any friend.

-I see. I know. Why dont you.. just forget it.... just free yourself now. Tell me how do you feel.

Jinwoo closes his eyes, he doesn't know how to express his feeling, he's always kind and cute. And this conversation just makes him confused more and more.

-Shhhh, Jinwoo.

Minho suddenly grabs his shoulder, kisses him passionately on his lips, pushes him down and covers him with his body.

-I cant feel you, why are you so serious...

-I dont know. I cant tell if I feel anything...

-But I know you can feel me. Im already sweating, shivering, my hand is cold, but my body is hot. Dont you feel it?

Jinwoo cannot open his eyes.

-Just give me sometimes...

-You always say that. I can't even understand now. Is it that much difficult to acknowledge your true feeling with me? I dont understand. Why are you like that.... why?

- Okay. It wasnt..  my first time. like this...

-But mine was. Who's that? Who?

Mino seems getting mad at him while Jinwoo, covers his little face by both hands.

-Its not important anymore.

-Because you had sex with me? It doesnt make sense. Since you still being sober like this.

-No..

-Then why?

-I like it. Now I'm with you, you are the one I love.

-Tell me about that time, who's that?

-Dont ask, fine. Just do it as you wish. I just want you. Dont do that like Im a girl. Im not.

Mino got a goosebump.

He cant believe his ears. Is that really what Jinwoo told him to do?

-.....

-.....

-You are my confection now. Song.. min.. ho

Minho feels his stomach frozen. But something is hardening under his boxer.

-Minho. My dear.

-Dont call me that. I want to know... him...

-There's only you in my mind now..

-For you. I will be. But will you feel me.... or... him....

-You. Song. Min. Ho. Only you.

-I love you.

He silenced Jinwoo by a kiss, passionately. The first time he feels being loved by a man, he was so embarassed, but this time, its tempestous.

Jinwoo struggled a lot to slow Minho down and to hold his moan.

-Aw, aww shhh.. Minho... please....

Hours later.

Jinwoo's cat starts to meowing, she wanna get into Minho's room. Jinwoo quickly jump down, open the door while still being naked and gently brings Rey inside.

Seungyoon sees that from the opposite room, he pretended to be sleeping and sneaked a peak. Jinwoo looks so hot holding a sphinx cat like that.....

He thinks about Mino and Jinwoo. He wants to meet someone, to love, but its too obvious, and he's still young. And... not everyone that can be Jinwoo-cute.

Seunghoon was about to be woken up when he heard Rey's voice, but when he looked out seeing it was craving on Mino's door, he smiled and went back to bed. He knew Jinwoo's there.

So they are finally... already... having a beyond-friendship relationship, and even making out in this house, he feels weird. He has never had those experiences with a man, but, he was always adoring Jinwoo a lot, he suddenly feels lonely, he wishes he was Mino.

Taehyun's still focusing on his music, even its over midnight, he still working on tracks, listening to his songs and fixing some melodies with his keyboard.

He didnt know anything.

Minho might not know anything, about him, too.

Noone should know about it, too.

.............
Not too long ago.

The first man of Jinwoo and Taehyun, was each other. But it was no more than an experiment about sex, they were dead drunk and being dumped. Taehyun just asked Jinwoo if he wants to do it, and Jinwoo, recklessly agreed.
They did it with the support of gin and vodka, Jinwoo was unexpectedly a heavy drinker, and Taehyun was always his best drink-buddy.

Surprisingly, they were often switching roles and didnt last long, since Taehyun's got a new girlfriend, Jinwoo wasnt sad, he got used to think to himself, that kind of relationship is definitely not gonna last for long, and he had never expected anything, at all.

As how Minho, with a sensitive heart, felt it from the first time they kissed.
He can clearly define, how Jinwoo lowkey said love him, he couldnt feel a real passion, even Jinwoo's body reactions, they were too easy to predict, he got tempestous and nervous.

He's like sugar, sex is like sugar, to Jinwoo.

He's weak without it, he wanted to be loved, in every meaning of it, but he's also half-hearted, careless and stonecold sometimes.

Being kind is his nature, but his feelings are like prisoned in a box, cant be touched, cant be exposed, he always pretend not to be hurted, to be fine at any situation.

But soon, Minho will be the only one who walks into his life, and makes him cry.

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