Reckless love

Fear

Knowing your fears is good. But dont let it overcome your desire, your hope.
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-He's got a girlfriend seriously.

-....I didnt talk about it.

- Im not lying.. I dont want to, its true, we're not in a relationship.

-You should prove it.

-I will. I think you've noticed because we're close and by my look.. but please tell sasangnim dont worry about us. We're just close, and I'm close with other members too, like... Taehyun...

-Okay. We shall continue watching you two. Please dont make any trouble, your careers are just began. The audiences judge every movie they watch. Remember it. We have experienced too many problems caused by this kind of relationship. In some idol groups.

-Yes. I know.

Jinwoo enthustiatically answers.

-And... I have a request. You two must explain this situation to your leader. Seungyoon. He's involved and being concerned. He has the responsibility. Got it?

-Yes. I will.

Jinwoo answers, again.

They went home together. Mino starts to ask Jinwoo many questions and he seems angry.

-Is that true, all you've said?

-Hmm. I think that's what we should do. It wasnt love. Just temporary needs of each others and.. kind of sexual arroused period.... I just..I was wrong. I didnt want to reject you at first but.. its true that I couldnt feel you...I thought that's love....

-Stop it. I felt that. I felt it with all my heart. I was a burning torch for you. And I.. actually DO NOT HAVE A GIRLFRIEND now why did you mention that.

-You broke up with her? Isnt it hurt, to her? It wasnt love if it hurt someone else.

-No you were wrong. I loved her. But not like that. If it wasnt love, it wouldnt hurt.

-I dont want a temporary love.

They walk into the residence's garden. And Mino suddenly pushes Jinwoo to the wall and kiss him.

-It's love, I dont wanna stop. Even if we can only touch each other in my room only, and I REALLY dont have a girlfriend now.  Give me a chance. A last one. I know you loved me.

-No please. We should be no more than co-workers, team members.

-......

Minho speechlessly looks at him, waiting for him to say something but Jinwoo just sighs.

-Fine.. about us..

He kisses again. Quick and bites.

-Really? You cant feel anything?

Jinwoo's cheeks became red. He didnt expect thing would go this way but.. somehow it's exactly what his body wanted.

-Please... this is too much... I cant sleep... I'm worrying too much that I cant stop thinking.. And I thought that would be the only way to escape.

-Can you please, listen to me just this time.

Jinwoo's frozen.

He closes his eyes, tries to take a deep breath. Is this worth to take a risk, he asks himself.

They finally get home, Mino talk to Seungyoon in his room, and they decide to give the two a chance, keep it as a secret.

Jinwoo still worries. He keeps asking Taehyun is it fine and looks into his eyes.