Reckless love

A Lonely Rose

Jinwoo hopes Minho will be open up with him about the relationship with his girl, but Minho doesnt.

Sometimes he feels they are a mess, when he wakes up beside Minho, in the morning, with condom and semen's smell around the bed, and Minho suddenly stands up when his phone vibrates, and Jinwoo pretends to be sleeping to see the name appear on his screen.

"Sweetheart"

After a while, he gently wakes Jinwoo up and tell him to go eat breakfast alone, and that he's gonna go out having something to do.

Its not fair. He cant be like that, he came to me because I confessed, I didnt know he has had a girlfriend.

He's not gonna leave me alone, but... if she knows about me. Its... complicated.

Sometimes Jinwoo fells in some kind of depress, and doesnt go out for a few days, until Minho notices and takes him out.

And one day, when Minho comes home at early morning, penetrates him while he's still sleeping, the conversation becomes serious.

-Minho, stop it, I slept too late last night, Im tired.

-You've been waited for me right? Im sorry....

-No you dont need to. You're not even mine.

-Sometimes I think you actually are my lover, but sometimes its not. I cant feel it, you are so obedient and cute and bright from the inside, but its looks like you still have your guard on. I feel it against me...

-I know, I was born lonely, I dont need friends even didnt think about any company in this life, my face, its like a bait catching all the type of predators that I dont want but invade my life and destroy my private pace. I tend to protect myself, and please dont think you are responsible because we had a beyond-friendship relationship, you are too good in driving my mood. Minho, take your time. I wont be sad if you leave.

-No I didnt talk anything about leaving you. No. What are you thinking, you make me hard everytime we touch, I became a torch burning for you every night, dont you see?

-Minho.. I love you.

-I'm different, Im not those peoples who get into your life eventually....

-You were.

-You really think so?

-I liked you first.

-....

-I kissed you at the trainee's building once, while we were still filming WIN... at the gate, when you said we might not seeing each others again if we keep losing. And you told me I smell terrible.

-And you told me you like me a lot too. Yes you were smelled terrible....

-I didnt expected anything. I just wanted to confess. You were cool and ....

-I didnt do anything.. I was really surprised.. but It doesnt mean I didnt think about you.

-You just couldnt decide.

-I thought you've already dating somebody...

-Why? Bytheway.. I thought you were too.

-You were sharing room with Seungyoon all the time... is that him.

-Nope. Dont keep guessing about that one, You are now, arent you?

-This is not what I'm trying to tell you. I cant feel it, I devoted myself for this love, but you dont.

-You may need sometimes, take time to think.... I dont want to talk too much about this. Please.