daddy issues

12; awkward encounters

It was Monday morning, I knew that I didn't have to go to school, but I didn't want to stay here. I hadn't heard from my dad the whole time he'd been away, and whilst I was hurt, I was also glad that I didn't have to face him right now.

Every night I'd had dreams of Harry and I, of the stuff we'd done that night. He never mentioned it to me -which I was thankful for- but I knew he hadn't forgotten. I knew he wouldn't forget. I slipped on my shoes and grabbed my bag. I walked downstairs and straight into Harry. Crap.

"You've been avoiding me," he said, slightly amused.

"N-no," I lied.

"Bethany.."

I looked at the ground, trying to avoid him. He used his right index finger to lift up my chin, I jumped back.

"You're acting like I raped you! You fucking enjoyed it, I know you did. You think I would've kept going if you didn't like it? You begged me for more! You screamed my name! You were pleasured, so stop fucking acting like I forced myself on you, because we both know that I didn't!" He yelled.

Shocked, I looked him dead in the eye. He was right.

"You're right," I whispered.

I started to raise my voice, "You're right. I enjoyed it, I enjoyed it so much that I haven't stopped thinking about it! I've never felt that way before and I so want to go back to that night, I would do it all over again. I want you Harry! But it's so wrong, so so wrong."

And with that, I ran out the door, slamming it behind me. I started to cry.

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A sat at a table in the cafeteria in school alone, watching everyone walk by. I got up and left the school, I wasn't in the mood for school, I wanted to be alone. Truthfully, I wanted to be with Harry, but that wasn't an option. It was wrong.

I walked to a nearby park and sat down on a swing. I looked over at the slides and saw a mum with her little girl. They were so adorable, I thought of my mum. I wondered where she was. I wanted to find her but when she'd left us she never left anything to find her. I always thought it was because of my dad but she'd never reached out to me. Maybe it was both of us that she wanted to get away from.

I pulled out my phone and saw that I had 32 missed Calls from Harry and 18 texts.

Harry- Where are you?

Harry- Are you ok?

Harry- School just called. Phone me now.

Harry- Where are you, Bethany?

Harry- I'm not joking. Call me.

Harry- I'm coming to find you.

Harry- I swear to god Bethany.

Harry- Where are you?!

Harry- I'm worried.

Harry- I know you're doing this because of me. I'm sorry for that.

Harry- We have to talk, Bethany.

Harry- I need to fix this because I can't have you missing out on school because of me.

Harry- Just pick up, or text back. I need to know where you are.

Harry- I need to know that you're safe.

Harry- Please.

Harry- I'm begging.

Harry- Bethany?

Harry- I found you..

I turned around and I saw him. He looked worried.

"Bethany.."

I quickly wiped away my tears and looked at him.

"You've been crying," He sighed.

I nodded softly.

He sat down on the swing beside me, and took both my hands in his.

"I'm so sorry. So sorry that I've put this shame on you," He said, sincerely.

"Please don't be. You were right, I wanted it."

"I don't want to be right, I want you to be okay. I need you to be okay."

I smiled.

"C'mon princess, lets get you home," He said, getting up off the swing and holding out his hand for me to take it.

I took his hand and we walked back to the car, I couldn't take my eyes off that little girl and her mum. I wanted mine back.

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