Will I be able to be happy again? [Seven]

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Will I be able to be happy again?
Will I be able to smile?
To remember the warmth in my heart
The feeling of being loved

The things I sacrificed,
The thing I lost
in order to give you a better life
All of them doesn't matter to me
As long as you are safe and happy

How are you doing?
Do you miss me?
Have you forgotten my face?
My voice?
Questions piling up like insecurities

My dear brother, will our paths cross once again?
I close my eyes and pray to God everyday
Maybe not in this lifetime
Maybe not in this world
But eventually our souls will meet again

Looking at the sky, looking at the start
I reminiscent the moments spent together
Holy bittersweet treasure
Helping me keep my sanity

At times where I wanted to give up
Where I lost all hope
And got tired of this place
I remembered the childhood spent with you
I hold onto those memories and think
Better me than you

The promise we made
Where we would stick together
I shattered it like nothing
Disappearing without trace

Please brother I'm begging you
Forgive me
Don't hate me for this
Try to understand
This was all for you

Cause there is nothing more important
than your happiness
Than your safety
I will fight for them
Even if it costs me my life
You deserve to be happy for both of us

Cause there is nothing more important than your happiness Than your safetyI will fight for them Even if it costs me my life You deserve to be happy for both of us

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