Will I be able to be happy again?
Will I be able to smile?
To remember the warmth in my heart
The feeling of being lovedThe things I sacrificed,
The thing I lost
in order to give you a better life
All of them doesn't matter to me
As long as you are safe and happyHow are you doing?
Do you miss me?
Have you forgotten my face?
My voice?
Questions piling up like insecuritiesMy dear brother, will our paths cross once again?
I close my eyes and pray to God everyday
Maybe not in this lifetime
Maybe not in this world
But eventually our souls will meet againLooking at the sky, looking at the start
I reminiscent the moments spent together
Holy bittersweet treasure
Helping me keep my sanityAt times where I wanted to give up
Where I lost all hope
And got tired of this place
I remembered the childhood spent with you
I hold onto those memories and think
Better me than youThe promise we made
Where we would stick together
I shattered it like nothing
Disappearing without tracePlease brother I'm begging you
Forgive me
Don't hate me for this
Try to understand
This was all for youCause there is nothing more important
than your happiness
Than your safety
I will fight for them
Even if it costs me my life
You deserve to be happy for both of us
YOU ARE READING
Mystic Messenger Writings
RandomA compilation of Mystic Messenger poems, drabbles, headcanons and sven songs (? I have written Main Topics: Love & Angst