I'm not the little boy I used to be [Jumin]

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I'm not the little boy I used to be
Everyone says I'm lucky
Being born with a silver spoon
Different treatment and upbringing
But at what cost?

Fake friends, fake smiles, fake relationships
What is real? What is not?
How could I tell them apart?
Being tangled in this thread of lies
I was stupid enough to trust people

My childhood was stolen away
Learning at a young age the weight of my future
No time to play, no time for games
Trying to fulfill what my parents wanted
I learned everything the hard way

From outside it seemed like the perfect family
But people didn't know the story behind
Mother left me and father was workaholic
No one was there to show me the path

But then I grew up
Being shaped to become the person I am today
I found myself at the head of a company
Responsibilities falling over my shoulders
Time only made me stronger

Is this what I dreamed of?
Doesn't matter
Dreams are just illusions for me
Feelings?
I shut them down a long time ago
Happiness?
It's just a mere delusion

Sometimes looking back I miss the little boy
I miss his innocence, I miss his bright
But I don't regret killing him
It was necessary to survive in this cold game known as life

Sometimes looking back I miss the little boy I miss his innocence, I miss his brightBut I don't regret killing him It was necessary to survive in this cold game known as life

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