Lies, lies, everybody lies My father, my mother, even my dearest brother Who should I trust? Who should I not? Enigma I can now solve Trust no one but yourself If you want to avoid getting hurt
Learning it the hard way Many times wanted to give up But something at the back of my head Told me I should survive
Darkness haunted me since a young age Being weaker than my brother Mother beat me day and night Blaming us for her bad life "I'm sorry, I'm sorry" I always repeated But my words didn't reach her And neither did my brother's bright
One day knocked at my door The salvation I always needed There I saw a ray of hope Even I couldn't believe it
After brother had left me Promising to come back I waited years and years But that was just another lie
The saviour showed me the way She cured my pain, she cured my soul She cured the feelings I hated most Being shut down in a cage I screamed and screamed 'Where's the sun I love and miss?'
It was not till a few weeks That I discovered a striking truth Darkness was a part of me I just carried it since kid
But along the way, I not only lost myself I lost my hope...I lost my dreams I even lost my will to live I was a puppet I was a fool I even was a hated tool
Even if I could go back in time I would prefer being dead than alive That's right, that's right What is my purpose? What do I live for?
Is it revenge? Is it anger? Or is it the underlying hope What ever it is I couldn't care less As long as my life had purpose again
Hurting others like hurting myself At least pain it's what I deserved Hate me, hate me But don't you dare loving me That unknown feeling Scares and disgusts me
My heart always crumbles Everytime you say you love me Don't you see it?! Don't you see it?! After darkness I've become tainting others is not my plan
But I must confess After all this time went by I can't help but wonder, If reality was different And your feelings reached me Even though I'm an empty shell Will I be able to feel love again?
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