My destroyer lifesaver (Jelena)

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i don't know whether to open the door or to just ignore him and go back to Kylie and pretend it was nothing

I heard another knock on the door , shit

I opened it carefully making sure that what i saw was right and not my mind creating things , my heart stung when I saw him , a boy wearing a black leather jacket that was now wet from the rain ..his shoulders where up covering his ears shaking , he was freezing . when he saw me he has a big charming smile on his face , his smile faded when he saw my face

I kept staring at him with non emotion when he finally speaks

" h..hey" he said ..he's voice was cracking i can totally tell that he's freezing

"Hey" i said my voice came out weaker than I thought

"Can we talk" he asked

"There's nothing we can talk about justin" i said lots of options came to my mind that he could actually talk about ,memories flashed throw my mind

"There is actually" he stopped " i missed you , I'm sorry okay "

My heart stopped inside , I wasn't expecting him to apologize , if only he knows how mush i miss him more

"Really " I said "cause it seems to me you don't" i shrugged crossing my arms

"I know you're mad at me and you have every right to .." He stopped his voice trembled carried with sadness and cold

He came closer his palm holding the side of my face , I closed my eyes and a shiver run threw me from the coldness of his hand , it was was freezing

"I just really miss you" he said looking at my eyes "i'm sorry "

He put his hand down noticing my sudden shiver

"You may think that i'm a total jerk" He stopped "but you just don't know what you did to me , that night was the best night of my life and its because of you, I never felt like this before , but it seems that unless any other girl ..you make me happy ..." He said

" so please ...please give me another chance to make that up to you" he finished

I felt butterflies in my stomach i totally froze did he just told me that ...is he standing infront of my house under the rain apologizing and asking me to give him another chance ..if you told me that would happen to me in a million year i would never believe you , I mean that's Justin he's ego is just big

" i don't know " i said unsure of what to do that all is just too much and my head was full of mixed thought and emotion and I don't want to do something i would regret later

"But why me ..why suddenly you care ..you never cared Justin we both know you don't" i said

"I always care about you okay" he said "i just" he stopped looking away

"You were dating my best friend ..how you think that made me feel" he said

"Wow just wow , just for your information I was dating Mathew before i even know you , so don't pretend that I had a choice about what happened that night " I said

"Don't pretended that you were forced into it Selena , we both know you enjoyed every single second of it and it was your total choice that you came with me "

Ouch, okay maybe he's right , I enjoyed it , hell that might be even the best night of my life

"I wasn't thinking straight i was drunk" i lied