Scared to love (Waterloo road)

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Millie sighed as she sat on the end of the bed, she looked at the visiting order that she had from her dad, it was the third one she had gotten, she wanted to see home, she wanted him out of prison but she was dreading seeing him especially when she knew that she was the whole reason that he was in jail, the guilt was getting all to much for her. Brooke walked into the room and smiled at her "how you feeling" millie asked as she looked up from the restraining order  "like i was shoot" brooke said as she walked over to the bed and sat down "whats that" brooke asked "my dad wants to see me" millie said as she placed the visiting order on the bed as brooke picked it up "maybe...i could go, some sort of prison booty call, i doubt hes getting any im certainly not" brooke said as millie rolled her eyes "is that allyou think about, besides who knows if he bends down in the shower, you know what they say about prison and showers" millie siad "thats your father" "i know brooklyn...i know" millie said "are you going to see him" brooke asked and millie sighed "i dont know, i mean this is the third one ive had, how can i face him knowing what ive done, knowing i put him in there" "you didnt millie" "i may as well have" millie said.

Millie got to school and she hated being here alone, without brooke. Brooke was on bed rest and couldnt go back to school just yet. Millie stood in hte hall when she spotted tom, "miss tyler, could i have a word with you" tom said and millie smirked slightly as she followed him into the classroom "how are you, i havent seen you in weeks" tom said as he wrapped his hands around her waist "i know, ive had a lot going on" millie said as she rested her head on his chest "i know, i know its about max and your step mother" tom said and millie stiffened at the mention of her "what is it" tom asked "nothing...he wants to see me, my dad" millie siad "are you going?" tom asked "i dont know...maybe, its hard" millie said as tom wrapped his arms around her pulling her close to him. Millie walked out of the class to see danielle and aleesha "well, if it isnt the murderers daughter" danielle said "what do you want" millie asked annoyed, she couldnt deal with these bimbos "no bodyguard here to save you now" aleesha said and millie rollled her eyes "move, im not in the mood for your games" millie said as they smirked at each other "oh, well were not" danielle said as she pushed millie "your so pathetic, no wonder daddy would spent time in prison then be with you, i would if i were your parent i mean your nothing but a pathetic mess, is that why your mum left your real mum" danielle asked "i bet thatts why your BFF got shot, because she wanted to die rather than be friends wiith you" aleesha said "i know shes so pathetic, no one even likes her i mean brooke is only friends out of pity" said danielle smirking

Milllie cut class, she couldnt do it, she couldnt deal with everyone, Millie decided to go and see max. She was nervous, she said chewing her finger nails as he walked into the room in a orange jumpsuit "orange isnt your colour" millie siad and max chuckled slightly "how have you been" max asked "im alright, how about you" "im fine, but we need to talk" "about?" millie asked, max sighed "ive had a lot of time to think over the last few weeks, and i know that you know what happened millie ,your my daughter and i know you know what happened to jennifer, i know your were angry, you had year of anger built up, just tell me what happened" maax asked "i cant, because you will never look at me at the same again" millie said "matilda" max siad "i didnt mean to...i was so...so angry and it was an accident" "what are you telling me" "i killed her dad, i killed jennifer" millie said tears running down her face and max looked at her "tillie" he said "im sorry" "no, i am, i should of been there, this is my fault and i should of looked out for you" "what are you going to do" "im going to plead guilty" max said "no, dad" "i love you princess, okay" max said kissing her forehead.

Millie headed back to school and bumped into the bimbos, danielle and aleesha "fuck sake" millie siad "if it isnt the murderers daughter" danielle said "piss off" "god, your so unwanted, you wonder why no one likes you" aleesha said "leave me alone" millie siad as she walked away. Josh followed her, he knew what was going on with aleesha and daniellle. "are you okay" josh asked her as she wiped away a tear "me? im fine" millie said fake smiling "no your not, i know it why dont you tell someone what there doing to ou" " becuase i deserve it" "tell, brooke shes your best friend" "I cant" "theyre bullying you millie" josh said "maybe i deserve it" "dont say that, brooke wouldnt let you do that" "brooke deserves a better friend, im pathetic, she deserves better than me for a friend, im nothing, im worthless" millie said as a tear fell down her face,