regret ; cth

4. calum

dear meredith,

i'll explain it to you, because yes, you do deserve it and so much more.

i'm not going to lie to you, and say she was the one who kissed me first, because that's crap, and everybody knows i'm the only one to blame here.

i was drunk, we were all drunk, and i know it's no excuse. and you were gone, to the bathroom, and i just saw her, and she came over to me, and we started talking, and i admit it, we were both flirting. i don't know why, i'm just a complete idiot.

i'm so sorry.

i leaned in and kissed her, and well, i don't really want to talk about it, because honestly, it sickens me, too.

i am so sorry.

love, calum.