17. meredith

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calum,

i am so so so so sorry. i didn't say yes or no. i told him i'd have to think about it. calum, i have no idea what i'm going to do.

i mean, obviously this is so messed up.

i love you.

but i don't want to hurt anyone.

we screwed up big time.

i don't understand why this is happening...calum, i just really need to be with you right now but i know i should figure this all out first. and you don't know how incredibly hard that is.

call me, ok?

we need to talk.

-meredith

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