Gone

Part 5

"so,maybe we can start with your version?" Bucky asked her first

" so, there's a lot of version, eh?"  Natasha said as she smiled to him

"yeah, a lot"

firstly, she took a deep breath, " i don't know exactly when it happened, but all i remembered was when we met each other"

"i remember all the girls were encircle the room and you were in the middle, and the guy that, uh i don't know what that guy's name, but i'm sure he was the one that, you know regulate our activity in the Red Room"

she explained with all she could remember that day, with a lot of effort, and while Bucky just sat silent and trying to remember it too

"that guy said that you were our new trainer, right?, and you asked us to attack you one by one, and you called me the last one, did you remember anything so far?"

Natasha felt unsure if she was triggered his past memories

"wait, let me think about a moment"

and Natasha nodded

"umm, were you 17 or something?" Bucky asked her

"yeah, that's true. So, you remember?"

" i think, umm, after that i asked you to dance with me? Ballet, right?"

"yes" And with that Natasha smiled wider, she was grateful that atleast there was someone who can talk about her past

And then,both of them kept talking about their past, until Bucky remembered that one night they shared with a lot of romantic and passionate, and he was sure that Natasha had remembered it too, but they too scared to tell it

but, Natasha took the risk

" do you remember the night we shared together?"

there was slient for a moment, but Natasha sure that Bucky had remembered it too, and Bucky spoke up,

"yes , i remember"

with that Bucky gave Natasha sad smile and she did too, but, soon Natasha realized that the tension between them

"look, i know it sounds stupid but, i don't think we should thinking about it anymore, it's in the past, what's in the past already happened and we can't change it, so all we have to do is move on"

to assure him Natasha gave him smile, but Bucky still doubted her, because she is a woman and worse is she is the Black Widow, no one wants to mess with her

"are you sure? Because i think it's really hard for you, and i'm sorry that i did that, i could've stopped it, but i--"

Natasha cut him off

"hey, listen to me"  Her eyes met him and so did he, "both of us were forced by them, it's none of our faults,okay?"

"yeah, i know, but, i'm really sorry what i've done to you, i really am"

" i know, Barnes, it's okay i already forgave you, since you were trying to kill me back at DC"

with her words, he let out a chuckle, " yeah, i see that"

And then Natasha started talking in Russian,

"What happened in our past, its was nothing, okay?, now let's forget it and move on"

Bucky looked at her with disbelief, Black Widow was not really what they were talking about

He thought, she was dangerous, didn't have any mercy. But now, she forgave him

All those things he had done to her, he thought she would be mad at him or hate him

But, it was totally opposite. Now he realized why Steve has been a close freind to her

They were staring for a while, until they heard a sound of the door open

"Buck, what are you doing in here?"

Both of them turned their heads and saw Steve

"Nat?, what the both of you doing right now?" Steve asked them with a shocked face

They just smiled, "well, i think i'm gonna go to my room"

Natasha stood up and Bucky too. Natasha gave him a quick hug and said in Russian

"Good Night, James"

Bucky smiled and said, "you too, Natalia"

Natasha walked to the elevator and said a simple greeting

"Rogers"

and Steve nodded to her

Once Natasha disappeared , Steve walked into Bucky's direction

"What are you guys talking about?"

"Nothing"

Steve still stared at Buck,

" c'mon Buck, why are you guys talking in Russian?"

Bucky just gave him smile," it's nothing, pal. Just, old business"

with that Bucky headed to elevator and when he was in the elevator, he gave him a wink, which made Steve wondered

" there's something between them" He thought