hello :3

i just can't atm leave

oki so y'know desire? mentioned her earlier? yeah well she can go somewhere shitty and never come back. basically she called everyone who's not straight or cisgender "a disappointment" and "they shouldn't exist. " UGH I COULD FUCKING PUSH HER INTO A TREE GRINDER. emily (bff) decided to give her one last chance (btw she's pan and genderfluid like me) but desire verbally attacked her until she cried. then she shoved her off the bus seat because "fletcher" was sitting there. aka she has an imaginary friend that she's convinced is real. UGH and when i said that was homophobic (which it IS btw) she screamed at me about how the bible said that its wrong (nothing against the bible btw don't get triggered) and that love IS a choice which it's NOT. AND she kept telling everyone that "i wouldn't let her have any opinions" which is not what happened. and basically the whole grade knows i'm genderqueer and pansexual and have started using lgbt as an insult. which is fucking BULLSHIT. so as if ppl couldn't hate me any more, THIS happens. AND the usa bombed syria which is actually a legit terrorist attack!!!! emily is syrian and desire looked her in the eyes and said, "bombing syria was a good idea. at least i agree with trump on something!" she's. the. fucking. worst. tbh. she keeps saying i'm going to hell for liking chicks and i don't even think i can deal with her atm. she thinks we're still "kind of friends" tho and tries to sit with me at lunch and i'm like, "bitch PLEASE no fucking way!' and like the stuff i just wrote isn't even all of it she just had the worst personality and if she could leave and not come back that would be great. she could go on a 700 year long space cruise and have her dead body get fed to the other passengers like it wall-e and i wouldn't give a fuck tbh. imma leave a panic! at the disco song here called girls/girls/boys and it has the best fucking chorus ever. "GIRLS LOVE GIRLS AND BOY (X2) AND LOVE IS NOT A CHOICE" is part of the song so yeah. it's rly good.

if you're still reading, hi! thnks (pEtE) for sticking with me :-)