Friends with Benefits

A KISS

He pulled me closed and enclosed me in his arm. He cupped my face and those intense eyes boring into mine.

My breathing gets ragged and chest is heaving. I could feel the love on his eyes but before I say something to him, he leaned in and kissed me on my lips. And as soon as our lips met, I forgot about how this shouldn't happen, about Veniese, about my feelings. All of those were suddenly forgotten . All I cared about was him kissing me and how much I longed for his kiss.

I answered every kiss with equally intensity. I opened my mouth and let him kiss the shit of me. I answered every stroke of tongue, every moment of his lips... I was drowning with his kissed.

We kissed, and kissed until our lips felt numb..................

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Bigla akong napabalikwas sa aking pagkakatulog 'God this was so wrong' kastigo ko sa aking isipan buti nalang isa lang panaginip but why I feel that dream is like real... Why I could still feel his lips into my lips ....

I guess this is the result of trying myself to ignore him. Pati ang mga ganong bagay napapanaginipan ko na.

Its been a week since I'm trying my best to avoid him. I keep on ignoring his call and text everyday .. kahit sa messenger hindi ko sinasagot ang mga messeges niya. Even at my work place, I tried to avoid him nagtatago pa ako para hindi niya lang makita. I tried my best to stay away from him. Pero sa pag-iwas ko sa kanya kung ano ano naman ang pumapasok sa utak ko.

I should talk to him and tell to him my feelings 'Pero paano?' baka naman magmukha akong cheap na babae sa harap niya pag-inamin ko yon.

"Urrgghhhh!!! I don't know what to do" ang sigaw ko

Biglang bumukas ang pinto ng kwarto ko at iniluwa siya. His holding a tray with bunch of breakfast. Nabigla ako ng makita siya

'Anong ginagawa niya rito. Paano siya nakapasok sa bahay ko' ang tanong ko sa sarili ko.

I looked at to myself nakakahiya pa man din ng hitsura ko I'm only wearing a loose t-shirt and panty without a bra.

'Paano kung nakita niya akong natutulog na nakabukaka, or nakataas ang damit, Eh di nakita niya na yong ano ko' I couldn't help myself to turn red as I keep on thinking those thing. Agad kong itinago ang sarili sa kumot.

"Hey! why your face turning into red apple?" his grinning while putting the food beside on my table. He sited on the edge on my bed and looked at me. I saw a glint of mischief in his eyes

"Anong ngini-ngisi mo dyan!" trying to be mad at him. " Paano ka nakapasok dito sa bahay ko?" sunod-sunod kong tanong sa kanya

"Secret..lahat nagagawan ng paraan pag gusto Fier" as he whisper those word into my earlobes. Biglang nagsitayuan ang mga balahibo ko at nanginig ang buo kong katawan. 'shit his voice really sexy'

"And besides its been a week since your trying avoid me. Akala mo ba hindi ko yon napapansin?" he raised his hands and touched my shoulder.

"I'm just giving you space and time to think but the more you ignore me the more I'm missing you so badly . Hindi ko alam 'bat ko nararamdaman ang mga ganitong bagay sayo. I know it was wrong to feel this way because I'm already committed with someone else but pagdating sayo hindi ko mapigilan ang sarili ko" he cupped my face and looked into my eyes. I tried to caress his face also but I reprimanded myself even before I could. Hindi to tama. ayokong makasakit ng kapwa ko.

" Rolf......you know its not right. So stop flirting with me"

"I'm not flirting with you, sinasabi ko lang ang nararamdaman ko."he said, tucking a stray strands of my hair behind my ear.

"Then stop it! wag mong paglaruan ang isipan at damdamin ko. Alam mo naman......" but before I could say anything to him he leaned in and kissed me on my lips.

'Oh my God' totoo ba to? Hindi ba to panaginip lang? He kissed me' I pinched my arm to make sure if I'm not dreaming. 'Hindi nga to panaginip lang Rolf is kissing me now'. I closed my eyes and try to feel the taste of his lips .

My breathing gets ragged and chest is heaving as he stared to deepened his kissed. I opened my mouth and let him kiss of me. I answered every stroke of tongue, every moment of his lips... I was drowning with his kissed.

' Dios ko bahala na ang bukas sa akin' as he began kissing against my neck

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A/N Hala bedscene na... Pano ba toh hahaha

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