Friends with Benefits

V-CARD

I woke up when the sun rays seeped through the vertical blinds of the dimly lit of my room hitting me right in the eyes. I slowly turned to my left side and I saw Rolf sleeping beside me. His arms are still placed on my stomach and his legs entangled against mine.

'Shit! What have I done?' I still couldn't believe in myself that I had sex with him

Losing my virginity wasn't exactly on my bucket list. Okay, maybe it was, but I didn't expect it to happen so soon. It was my fault that things got a little out of hand. Temptation had pulled down like a gravity. And I wasn't able to stop my myself.

The dried-up blood stain on the sheet was really small, almost the size of dime. It wasn't much. Just looking at it saddened me so much. Maybe because I felt like I a lost bigger piece of myself. My virginity was sacred, and what did I do.  I just handed it to Rolf over like it was a piece of candy. I've promised myself over and over that I wasn't going to have sex with him or to any guys until after I get married. Pero wala na nangyari na. Nagpadala ako sa tukso.

'God, how can I be stupid? The man that I had sex with is my friend!'

I closed my eyes for a moment to stop my tears from falling, praying that this whole thing is all a dream gaya lamang sa mga napapanood ko sa pelikula.. But when I opened my eyes again, I was still in my bed sleeping beside him. The guy who took my virginity.

I was about to get up and looked for my undergarments when Rolf started to move and slowly open his eyes. I froze on the spot.

"Hi babe! Good morning" he said

Kinalma ko ang sarili ko and awkwardly smiled.

"Good afternoon na po Mister"

"Haha I'm sorry I forgot it was already afternoon. Pinagod mo kasi ako eh" he wink at me while grinning.

"Heh! Will you stop flirting me again baka kung saan na naman mapunta ang usapan na toh" I quickly removed his arm on my stomach and  get off rolled of the bed, and tangled in the white blanket. But before I finally get off with the bed he hugged me tighter and motioned me to go back to the bed. He looked too fucking sexy. I wanted to slap myself for thinking this way.

" Let's sleep some more" he mumbled as he nuzzled my neck.

I closed my eyes as the sensation settled in. 'Don't you dare, Fier! He has a girlfriend already!' I reminded myself

"It's already 2" I replied as I bit my lower lip to stop myself from making any noise that might just encourage him to continue what he was doing.

"I don't care" he answered and pulled me back to bed with him. "We barely slept a wink so let' s slept some more."

And I frigging couldn't do anything because he placed his arms on my stomach and entangled his legs against mine

"Sweet dreams baby.. Let's talk later after we sleep" he said as he snuggled against me.

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After a few hours later, I finally convinced Rolf to let me go. Not after sleeping with him again. Na gusto kong sabunutan ang sarili ko. I kept on convincing myself that I shouldn't but every time he touched me, I just couldn't resist.

Paglabas ko ng kwarto agad akong dumiretso sa kusina para mag handa ng makakain. Hindi pa kami kumakain mula pa kaninang tanghali and by looking at the clock its already 7 in the evening.

'Grabeng lalaking yon sobrang ma "L" sa katawan' I murmured to myself while preparing for our food.

I was about to arrange the food in the cupboard nung maramdaman ko na yakap ako ni Rolf mula sa likuran.

"Seriously?" I asked when I felt him pressing himself against me. "Aba! Hoy Mister hindi ka ba napapagod? Nakatikim ka lang gusto mo unlimited lagi"

"Can't resist you baby" he replied while his hands snaking their way inside my blouse.

Rolf began kissing me while his hand were slowly taking my panties off. Alam ko na ang kapupuntahan nito kaya I stop him for what he is doing and pushed him away.

"Let's eat nagugutom na ako"

"I don't want to eat those foods, Ikaw ang gusto kong kainin." He was looking at me up and down and wiggling his eyebrow while smiling.

I glared at him and was about to pinched him when he took a step back and started chuckling.

"Okay fine! let's eat but after this ikaw naman ang kakainin ko huh."

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A/N

My summer class just started today. While my Professor keep on talking about the subjects, objectives,chuchu..blahh..blahh and everything  biglang pumasok ang ganitong scene sa utak ko.Kaya pag-uwi sa bahay sulat kaagad baka makalimutan ko  na naman hahaha. Wala pa po akong kain nito

Enjoy reading 😊