Words Of A Mystic Nation

I feel

I find it so hard to believe at times how much I put myself down
How badly I think of myself
When others see an Inspiration

How can I be an inspiration when I put myself down
Because if I do that
I'll put others down
To make myself feel
Better.

Putting someone ahead of me
And pretending to be someone I'm not
In front of them
Isnt worth it
Because you have put them as a priority in your life
Whilst you are An option in theirs

Is it still worth it ?

No it isnt
Putting yourself down will do nothing
But
Destroys you

Then you will really see the person you thought you were helping

Never cared in the first place
And now that you are a destroyed soul

What Is left For you?