Chapter 17

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Last night I had Luke knocking on my door while saying he was sorry. He even called and text me. Also I saw a car pull in front if the villa and CakeFace got in the car crying with her suitcases.

I told Cameron that I'm not continuing the tour. He was upset but he understood because what has been happening the last few days. I wrote a letter and had a box which would be given to Luke after my performance.

I tie my hair into a high ponytail as prepare myself for my performance. I haven't seen the boys since yesterday and I'm hoping I will see them when their done on stage. I put my outfit on which is white shorts and a black vest.

I walk out of the dressing room and I was face to face with the boys. Luke looked tired, upset and depressed. All the boys looked fine. I ignored Luke because the words he said hurt me. He tries to say something but all he did was sigh and walk past me.

A bit of me was hoping for him to apologise one more time. I was hoping for home to say 5 words which would be "I'm sorry, I love you" but there was nothing. I just want him to scoop me up and kiss me like theres no more time waste. I want to run my fingers threw his hair but I can't as that's not place to do that.

I look back at the boys and gave them all a hug. They were taken by surprise but they hugged me back. I pull away and gave them a sad smile.

"It's been great seeing you guys again but this is when we are say goodbye" I inform them.

I walk past them as they look at me in shock. I grabbed the microphone from the stagehand an ran on the stage giving my Spanish fans the best show of their life.

After performing all the songs I did one tour including my new ones that done on my other concerts. The crowd was really hyped up by now so I decided to finish off with my 2 new ones that I made.

"Hola, I'm finishing this concert with 2 new songs but this one is very close to my heart and its a slow song. Last song will be more up beat" I say smiling.

I went to the bottom of the stage and nodded to my band to play who gave me a sad smile as they know the meaning to this song. The piano started to play as I stood in front of crowd trying to hold back my tears.

"So I guess it's over, there's nothing left to say.

Take the ring off my finger and just call it a day." I place my hand on my bare chest.

"Thought we had forever, but that was yesterday.

You're such a liar, wish I saw it on your face.

But you did it so well,

Can somebody just tell me how..?

How can I remember to forget?

When my heart just won't let me.

Make myself un-love you, tell me that it's not true.

I know all the reasons, but I just can't believe them,

and pretend we never met.

How can I remember to forget?" I start to pace up and down the stage.

"Wish that I could hate you, so I could

let you go. Wish I never met, the

one I want the most." Tears start to fall down my cheek.

"I could fill an ocean, with all the tears I've cried.

Tell me you were joking, just a dream I had last night.

But I'm wide awake and,

I want you so much right now. "

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