Chapter 18

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LUKE'S POV

I see the guys watch me as I face plant myself for the tenth time. How could I be so stupid? I heard Jai chuckle but I gave him a death glare. Did he know? How could he? I mean I didn't know she was Isis.

"Jai did you know?" I ask him.

"We all did and Cameron even knew" He says to me.

"Why didn't you guys tell me?" I whine to them.

"She said not too" Beau tells me.

"How did I know realise? All those fucking signs" I shout.

Silence fell as Cameron walks in. He gave me a question looking. I'm surprise Cameron is even talking to me after the way I treated Isis. I had deep conversation with Cameron last night but most of it was me crying.

"Where's Isis?" I ask with a worried tone.

"Who's Isis?" Cameron says trying to act dumb.

"He knows Cam" James spoke up.

"She's gone, she left the tour" He sadly tells me.

She left. What? Why? I drove her away. I played her. I made her feel worthless. If only time could go back when I'm with her again. Holding her hand, looking into her eyes and kissing those stuff lips. If only I could turn back time. I hate myself for putting her through that.

"Why?" I ask Cameron.

"Well you made her feel like shit even though her life was already shit once she left you and Mary-Jane." Cam snaps at me.

"What do you mean?" I ask with panic in my voice.

"She used to cry every night, storm out of interviews if they mention family, sometimes I would find her drinking pints of pure vodka and she used to smash everything when she started to hate herself" Cameron explains to me.

"No, she went through that all by herself! I need to find her now. I need her here!" I shout out loud.

"You have to wait until the day arrives for you to visit her" Daniel says to me.

I have to wait until the 19th March. I can't wait. I just want to hold her in my arms and make her forget about the past. Let her know that I love her and I want us to be a family again. Like the time we were once before. Back when she was mine.

ISIS POV

Today's 12th march, its been a month since I had contact with the boys. Cameron seems to be enjoying himself with guys. I had to keep telling Cam that the guys aren't gay but his convinced that he can change of them into being straight.

I'm doing my conference today and my manager told me to dress smart. I'm dressing my way. I decided to wear a white t-shirt which is covered in different colour paint. I kinda got a paint brush and flicked paint all over it. I'm wearing black skinny jeans while my hair is in a side plait.

I walk into the conference. Everyone taking photos or videoing me. I took a seat by the desk while manager sat beside me. I took a deep breath before I started to talk to the press.

"I would like to say Im cancelling the tour but the Janoskians are carrying on their tour. I chose to do my own tour when they are done also for all the fans that paid to see me will get free tickets to attend to my concert." I tell them as they gasps. "Any questions?"

"Mystique, why are you pulling out of the tour?"

"I had a hard time during the tour and I need break from it" I answered politely.

"Are you in a relationship with Austin Mahone?"

"No" I chuckle.

"How about Luke Brooks?"

"I'm single guys which means no guy in my life" I smile at them.

"What was your relationship like with the Janoskians?"

"Their treated me like a little sister and helped me through tough times, but I did close with one of them, it didn't work out though"

"Who is this guy?"

"Only for me to know and you to find out" I slyly said.

"Could you explain to us why you were crying outside the hospital in Spain with Jai Brooks?"

"No comment" I mutter to them.

"We all want to know, so please tell"

I just said no who does this person think they are. I stood up scrapping my chair across the floor. Everyone watched me carefully as I look at my manager who is shaking her head as she knows what's gonna happen next.

"Are you deaf? I just said no comment and now I would like to fuck off" I shout while sticking my middle finger in the air as I stormed out.

After exiting the conference I didn't know where to go. I got into my car and drove out to the middle of nowhere. I was hoping the road was going to lead to me somewhere. I pulled the car into a gas station to fill my car up. I saw magazines of me and Jai outside of the hospital crying. Once I paid for my gas I just drove.

I reached a pond and stared out into the distance as I dip my feet into the water. This is best place to go and get some space. I wonder on the 19th will Luke show up. How would I react if he doesn't show up? I guess only time will tell.

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