Dangerous love (shawn Mendes Fanfic)

Chapter 18 In Danger?

Sam's pv :

2nd period and I have got history with Carter. I walk with him and decided to tell him. I got another plan anyway. He's gonna be the only one who knows I street fight for now. "yo Carter" he looks at me clueless and asks me what's up "I'm gonna be straight up with you Ik you know about me being Sam. Yh shocking right. I am a street racer and fighter since a few years ago.

Ik its dangerous blah blah blah. I really can't be bothered to go to history so I wanna ditch and we're going to the streets " I Smirk evily knowing I'm gonna have fun but he looks surprised" how do you keep knowing you're like a mind reader but what do you mean by 'we' " I grab his arm and walk towards the exit with him and stop at his car" let's go you wanna know so much you're gonna see and I'll show you my file now get driving Reynolds " he laughed saying" you really are something else but why are you only telling me this stuff what about the guys "

and now I'm laughing" this can be our secret for now I'm not gonna tell them yet Reynolds they would be shocked and you're keeping this a secret by the way and yes it's a threat so keep your mouth shut eyes on the road and were good ok " he ac looked scared this is priceless "Carter lighten up just don't tell them and I won't hurt ya Ik you're scared of me and in a way you should be you dont know the things I've done" he silently nodded and says "do you deal drugs?"

I look at him like he's crazy "nope never had and never will same goes with alcohol if I'm a drug dealer I need a clear head and Ik drugs and all that fuck s with you're head and im not stupid" he agreed."thats deep but true your actually not as bad as I thought it's true about what they say don't judge a book by its cover " I smiled" it's true Carter but I am not a open book that anybody can read I'm closed up for a reason and I'm not planning on telling you "

He laughed in return and stated the obvious" of course you're not a open book that's why you're interesting to everyone they say never judge a book by its cover. As stupid as it sounds it's true and good advice. But the problem is I can't read you you're pretty much unpredictable."

I glanced over him whilst driving." ok Sammy I'm sorry but I don't have a death wish so keep your eyes on the road please " I smirk" well Mr pussy since you requested I will but just know I'm closed off for a reason and I'm unpredictable in a good but kinda bad way plus Carter since you're all logic why would me keeping my eyes off the road affect my driving, I mean I'm not alive and a drag racer for no reason " he looks at me with a serious face so it's kinda awkward in here

" Sammy can I ask you some questions but you give me a real answer and not be sarcastic or badass " this is not what I was expecting at all guess he's unpredictable too" sure shoot but I wanna ask some questions too to make this fair " he shrugged and nodded.

"do you go by the name of Sam so nobody knows you as Samantha?" really personal already "honestly kinda I can't let others know that it's me cause then my plan won't work and no I won't tell you what that is, you can't find it anywhere but in my mind which is locked out... But anyways why don't you go by the name of Ali it's not bad" he had a confused look

"you didn't search me up fully? So I guess I can trust you with it. My dad named me Ali because he wanted me to be just like Mohammed Ali and be strong, be a boxer, someone he would be proud of, like you he wanted his son to fight in life. But I am a disappointment to him. I'm a nerd behind a computer screen hacking and doing research or some shit. " well he didn't hold Back that's for sure.

" listen Carter you can't say negative stuff about yourself. You chose to look at yourself as a disappointment just man up and stick up for yourself, if you're not confident or proud of yourself how do you expect your dad to be? You'd think the geek would realize huh? OK now I feel like a nerd. If you really want to physically fight. I could help you train and you know become stronger." he smiled "thanks Sam, can I call you that?"

I shrugged "not in front of others cause of my plan" he continued "what you said is true I guess I never saw or thought of it in another perspective. But you helping me you really wanna ruin you're badass reputation" I was puzzled by him

"I don't give a damn about what others say see how rumors spread like wildfires just because I flipped out at the teacher I suddenly get that reputation if I was quiet in front of her I would be known as the good geek. This is why I hate people. Why I close off cause they don't understand me and they never will. I don't know if anyone will if I stay closed off no one can but if I opened up I'd be vulnerable and I don't want to be at risk."

he sighed and said "you really don't remember that teachers name huh?" I laughed whilst nodding but let him continue "you are vulnerable to what. Getting emotionally hurt. Being heartbroken. But how can you feel anything if you stay closed off. Like you made me realize you just gotta see things from a different perspective cause you're still closing yourself from being happy too. You will find someone who understands you a soul mate or whatever word you want to use . shawn thinks just like you in a way you guys are like already Soul mated but just don't realise it " i never said anything nor did he till we reached the street fight and I spoke up

" Reynolds I may not do emotional crap but just cause someone like Shawn is closed up doesn't mean we're soul mates and soul mated is not a real word nerd. Just come on I want to watch my competition then fight " he slowly nodded and was probably just too shocked by what I said.

We got to the arena thing. We watched and most of the people were drunk. So all of them are stupid they have no hand eye coordination or balance. This was gonna be fun and easy. My thoughts were interrupted by a text from Aaron.

lilbro😜: yo big sis where did you and Carter go? And on you're first day without me.

Bigsistah✌️: Ik I can trust you enough bro I'm at the street fight downtown. The guys are drunk and are easy opponent's I'll be fine so don't worry and don't tell anyone else.

Lilbro😜: fine Ik you can take on those dudes have fun just don't kill anyone or let Reynolds die cause that's in you. Just be Back soon.

Bigsistah✌️: cool I'll see ya in 2 hours Aaron.

I told Aaron a little bit of what's going on with me and street fights just not the whole truth. He's not ready for that.

It's been 2 hours I won every battle. Just a few scratches and a bleeding lip but I'm good to go.