I feel so mad at myself that I sometimes end up hurting myself. My parents died when I was 8 and my best friend died 2 years back. Sometimes I just don't know. When everything seems really difficult or hard (studies, everyone at home forcing me to study all the time, no friends) I just end up hurting myself. I take a blade and make a small cut just to feel the pain and numbness. I know I need to stop but I just can't.
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Author's Advice : I am not really good with advices and I don't even know if what I will say will matter to you or not. But I know that if you're still here, and if you are still living, then there is a reason behind it. You've got a life that your best friend and your parents were not lucky enough to have. So live. For them.
God chooses the strongest to give all the pain. And I know you are strong enough. And I also know that the moment you will decide to stop hurting yourself, you will actually stop doing so.
Next time you feel angry, alone, or like cutting yourself, try do indulge yourself in some other activity. Maybe just dance, swim, or go out for a walk. But remember, ultimately it's you and only you who can overcome cutting.
