I'll Be Here Waiting

I Need You

~Frank POV~

After gerard stormed off i was left at the front door suitecase in hand looking more awkward than the car ride to gee's mom house had been. Something was wrong but i need more Gerard by my side more than anything. His brother whom i had heard so little about seemed angry...almost hurt by my presence. But fuck that.

"Gerard?!"

i screamed up the staircase after i had stood at the front door for what seemed like an eternity. Gerard's mom shut the door behind me and frowned staring at her shoes. Then inviting me to join her in the dining room to eat something that smelled like asparagus and lemonade. Fuck vegetables...I NEEDED Gerard. I dropped the case by the stairs and drifted toward the dining room.

~Gerard's POV~

I heard Frank's worried call out for me but I ignored it. This was my brother,  I need to give him and the relationship we have together the desperate attention that it needed. 

"Mikey." i began.

Mikey looked up at me with those perfect dark hazel eyes filled with tears of sorrow. I knew he missed me. I knew he loved me. I know i was selfish. 

" Mikey we cant be together. I love you. But i cant love you in the way that i used to."

He looked at me harshly and glared. 

"I C-can't. It's not right and you know it isn't"

"We won't get caught, we never did, we won't. Gerard i promise!"

I couldnt help but frown a little at his distraught face...I loved him so much more than i could ever express by being in a relationship with my kid brother. I just had to at least aknowledge* that there were feelings for him. Strong feeling that i could not control. He means so much to me and is so talented. He really deserves better than some emo drunk who couldnt control his feelinngs.

"Gerard... I Know you better than this, why are you lying to me? Because of that sorry excuse of a boyfriend Frank? You're gonna let him tear us apart? You knew me all your life and you know him for 3 months and you choose him over me?"