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Maxine is so frustrating! Why couldn't she just listen! Sometimes i dont like everyone knowing about everything.

The hate towards me and Sophia is getting ridiculous and i guess i just let all my hate out on Maxi.

I know i shouldn't have-

Yeah you shouldn't have! She broke the door.

But i was getting so angered!

Eventually once everyone left, with Maxine's prude comment i had stomped out of my room and into Max's. It was prim and proper. Everything was in order, her books, her desk. It was all perfect, except there was a peculiar book lying on the floor, the only thing on the floor other than the furniture!

It was her diary.

Well i mean, what harm could taking peek into it, just a peek right? No Liam!

To late... Lol.

I flipped threw the last few days.

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[Three days ago]

Diary! Help me!

Im drowning in school work! My mums on my back for swearing so much in public, i haven't spoken to her infact for ages now!

I don't really understand but I'm not enjoying school as much. Its really getting me down, i feel like my teacher is loading me up with work, she never liked me, everything is so infuriating! And i feel so bad that i haven't been hanging out with my mates because of study. The cameras have begun showing up here and there but only alittle because it will all be shot on tour. Mainly.

And although i put up a casual demeanor I'm crumbling at the seams. Sometimes i just wanna break, burst into tears right on the ground.

Guess thats it for now..

Goodbye X

M-

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[Two Days Ago]

[she only talks about her problems]

Umm..

Diary.

I just found out that my best friend Rachel has been using me. I haven't caught up with the girls from home, a few texts and Skype's but thats all. I miss them. I miss home and my family but i still have Liam! And the boys, and Sophia, Perrie and Eleanor.

Im really bummed about Rachel though, it sucks that feeling.

I miss Liam and I time. We used to always hang out but now its only at home which can range to 4 hours or 10 minutes.

I really miss him. My mums still texting me about swearing and stuff, cant i just speak! My school work is plummeting. I cant help it! My teachers being more unfair than ever and i feel like the stress is just building up. I need help but I'm to scared to ask so for now ill just confine in you Diary.

Bye X

M-

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[today]

Diary.

Ive just had a huge fight with Liam and i punched the door, then Louis poked his head through it and got it stuck by accident. Liam didn't even help! Im really frustrated and angry. I cant explain right now, where going to Taco Belle now..

- this has to be quick im heading to the Karaoke bar bye.

-Im back! We just got back and im tired but i cant sleep. I miss Liam and its been a Day!! But i guess im not used to not having hum around, there are few cameras around but i know there will be more on tour. Im excited but really tired. Ive been working so hard on my vocals to give the fans my best, i hope they like it. Im exhausted but for once i cant sleep.

Bye X

M.

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So i would be lying if i told you i didn't feel guilty coz i do. She has alot more pressure than i thought. She had to mature so early. I mean, i only entered the X Factor at her age now, yet here she is going on tours and everything! Shes only Sixteen. And i would know how much it hurts to punch a door.

Now i feel bad.

Well you should.

Shut up.

Mwahaha i cant shut up I'm your conscience.

Sigh.

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Okay short note. Im feeling really down.

"Ohana means family and family means nobody gets left behind-Stitch"

Good night guys hope u have a better life than mine :]

X Shazzy