Sex with me? - yoonmin ✔

it backfires

Yoongi has only locked the door just now when a sudden knocking come and he breathe out a puff of air before standing up and open the door.

A sweaty, unusually pale looking Jungkook come to his sight. The younger's eyebrows twitching and he pardoned himself into the studio. Not daring to stay there to let himself being stared for too long by Yoongi who's already suspicious of his sudden appearance.

"Didn't you just uh, go to Taehyung's dorm?" Yoongi scratch his not-so-itchy head, head tilting while he wait the young curly haired boy to steady himself on the couch– wait did he ran his way here? Jungkook's awkward laughter filled the room.

"Uh, yeah, but nobody was there so I come back... It's fine, right? You're not bothered right hyung? I-I promise to stay quite r-really..." Jungkook was rambling, it's an absolute bullshit if Yoongi didn't notice the younger is hiding something.

And so, Yoongi asked, softly, "Do you want to talk about something? Hyung will listen." He took the spinning chair and sit rught in front the younger.

It took a second for Jungkook to process what he just heard, his heart beating as if it's gonna jump out of his body. Jungkook couldn't find the strength to open his mouth, his brain throbbing, a faint ache coming as he try to build more suitable words to use.

What should he do? He wanted to tell the truth...

Clearing his throat, Jungkook lift his eyes to finally meeting the older's concerned gaze.

"Hyung, um, I have some questions in my mind and I need your opinion about it, will you please answer it sincerely?" Jungkook's eyes are not as bright as it usually do. His smile isn't accompanying and the wrinkles of worries are visible on his forehead.

Yoongi immediately nodded. Jeon Jungkook asking questions, by far, the everyday conversations he has with everyone in their group. There's always something that the curly haired boy would become curious about and everyone just think he's cute so nobody complain when he ask a lot of weird, unrelated questions.

Jungkook nodded too, fingers fiddling his oversized black sweater. "Hyung, if you trust someone so much, what if there's something weird about them and they never tell you about it, would you still trust them wholeheartedly?"

"Based on what kind of 'something weird' we're talking here, if he's serial killer type of weird, well that's hard to think about," Yoongi answered, a little joking to ease the tension that seems to be flooding Jungkook.

However, Jungkook didn't react. His facial dropped.

"What if, they lied to you?"

Yoongi took his time to think about the question, isn't the first one and this one sound about the same? Yoongi furrowed his brows, flicking his gaze over Jungkook, a sigh leaving his mouth.

"I don't know how to handle it, but if the person has a reason, I mean by a really really logical reason behind their lie... I will try to understand them. Maybe they'll open up somehow? Uh.. Jungkook, why did you roll your eyes like that?" Yoongi winced, maybe what he just said is a typical drama-like answer?

Jungkook didn't do his usual giggles either and Yoongi has started to feel worried overcoming his concern, there's totally something wrong that has happened that make Jungkook act like this.

"Hyung, if you love someone and they doesn't love you like how they show you, what do you think about it? Will you hate them? What if the entire time you guys are together they just doesn't feel the same at all and were just faking it, were lying about their feeling?"

Something snapped in Yoongi's mind.

He doesn't like even a word of the question Jungkook just asked. Doesn't like the way Jungkook use them together.

The words Lie and Love in the same sentence bring tremors within Yoongi. Like something so unsettling is happening in him. Like the memories he never want to remember again, not even in hundreds of years.

"Hyung?"

Only then did Yoongi realized he was spacing out and Jungkook is waiting for his answer. Yoongi clenched his fist tighter.

With gritted teeth, Yoongi forced himself to be calm once again and smiled toward Jungkook, however, his lips trembled.

"H-hate is a strong word Jungkook. Don't use it so lightly, to some people it might trigger them. Often times, what you hate will become what you hold close so dearly." Yoongi doesn't want to admit the meaning behind his words are meant for himself.

"Then hyung, have you ever hate someone?" Jungkook's voice is no longer high and shaky, only soft as if he is afraid of the answer.

"Not someone, just a feeling." Jungkook feel his body sways.

"Love. Hyung hate the feeling of love, Jeon Jungkook."

Yoongi think maybe it was just a figment of his imagination, but he really saw a glimpse of anger in Jungkook's eyes.

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"You really should go talk to him," Yoongi said as soon as Jimin appear in front of the door with a tired smile.

Confused, Jimin raised a brow and Yoongi wrapped his hands around the younger to pull him inside, resting his chin in the crook of Jimin's neck.

"Jungkook left my studio this evening said he was going to crash on Taehyung's dorm but not even thirty minutes he was suddenly back to my studio again, face all red like he was angry," Yoongi explained softly. Both of them landed on the bed with him still wrapping his hands around Jimin.

He feel the younger's body tensed.

"So I was right, you guys had a fight?" Yoongi asked immediately, sitting straight as he search for Jimin's eyes. The younger averted his stare. Welp... that's new?

"Jimin, tell me. What happened between you guys?" Yoongi tried to make himself sounds gentle, as so not to make Jimin upset or angry. He waited, and waited, watching as Jimin's expression twisted like he is in the verge of crying.

"Okay well, we no no talk yeah? Are you gonna shower now?" Yoongi is a person with patience. So when Jimin finally lifted his dazed gaze over to Yoongi, Yoongi cupped the younger's face and kissed his nose soft.

"Take your time, but make sure to be honest with the poor kid, yeah? He seems to be very angry about something like, lying? I dont want to know the context of it, just... be a mature one and tell him the truth. He is your childhood best friend!" Yoongi smiled at the end of his word and kissed the younger's eyebrow. Jimin only nodded.

For the rest of the night, Jimin curl inside Yoongi's arm, seeking comfort as he cry his heart out. Yoongi didn't know what make him so sad like this so he only kisses the younger on his cheeks, saying sweet nothing.

He really had no idea but seeing Jimin with tears all over his face, Yoongi feel his heart ache.

It was until around 2am, when Jimin pushed Yoongi away and insisted sleeping on the couch instead on the bed.

Yoongi, really, really feel his heart ache.

His euphoria. What's happened with his euphoria?