What happen if you take your dare into a trippy game?
Texting your senior asking for sex surely sounds as embarrassing as it should be but what if your senior agreed?
What if we fall in love while playing with each other feeling? Haha just kidding...
Ever finding yourself asking, what hurt more: a sudden break up or an unrequited love?
What is there to ask, the answer is simple: both. Everyone experience things or feelings differently, some can be happy and not like it. Some get all they want but still greedy for it. Some are angry but cry all night.
The question is: how you deal with it?
It's a matter of how you cope with your feelings and how you handle the situation. One bad decision lead to another consequences.
Once foolish choice lead to one's fall.
Park Jimin knew he is being overreacting over this thing of 'playing around and fucked up', like people often say to have as many breaks up and as many mistakes during college because that's the last time you'll be catching yourself having real feelings.
So he cries, he cries and wails and sobs, losing sense of time as he hide himself under blanket. The more he think about it the more his heart crumpled. Sucking his breath over time that even breathing has become a difficulty for him.
If he's having the hard time understanding what he had said... what about Min Yoongi? What about the man who... love ...him? What... what is he d-doing currently? Is he crying? Angry? Is he blaming himself?
Jimin doesn't think he wants to know, after all he's the one who had done it. If Min Yoongi cries, it's Jimin's fault. If Min Yoongi's angry, it's Jimin's fault. If Min Yoongi's hurting and blaming himself, Jimin is the one with the responsibility.
Yet Jimin doesn't want to apologize. Doesn't have the face to do it, doesn't have the courage to do so.
He heard the door busted open and Taehyung's trembling voice with loud stomping come running to him. Before Jimin could understand what's happening, someone pulled his blanket away and throw it to his face.
Come loud, bone-chilling voice shouting "Park Jimin!"
And a heavy slap on Jimin's face.
"I thought after I punched you you'll understand what I meant." Jungkook breathe in harshly, rolling his eyes,"—but you're one fucking dumb hyung. Instead you told him that you don't love him? Are you a moron?" Jimin shuddered at the desperate tone the younger used, his blurry eyes going focus, unfocused when Jungkook grab his own head, scratching in frustration.
Jimin didn't even know what is it around him, never noticing Taehyung who's trying to grab Jungkook and Hoseok who's hiding behind the door. His mind going absolutely blank, the pain on his cheek not as great as the turbulence in his heart. Every second he hear cracking of something, never able to return to what it was there before.
He only stare silently at Jungkook who's holding a pained expression. But one Jimin can tell, the younger is disgusted.
"You keep lying–" Jungkook rush to Jimin who's frozen on the bed, tugging his shirt out of spite, "You, you keep lying to Yoongi hyung. First you only do it because of a fucking stupid dare.." Jimin eyes blew open at the mention of the dare, jaw clenching from forcing himself to stop sobbing.
Jungkook's grip loosening, eyelashes trembling before turning his head away.
"Then you lie to him about your feelings."
Jungkook step off the bed, slowly pushing away Taehyung toward Jimin. The color of Hoseok's face drained once he saw the curly haired boy walking to him in staggering manner.
"Everyone would be a fucking asshole if they said they never see love between you two. A genuine one too."
The door slammed shut.
So does Jimin's heart.
. . . .
"Get out, yeah?"
Namjoon hold his belongings tight in his chest after being thrown off the room, pupils shaking at the sight of his boyfriend standing still in front of him, Seokjin's eyes filled with tears.
"The scary thing is, I predicted this shit first. Namjoon, I have always knew this thing will happen." Contrary to his appearance, Seokjin only talk calmly, hands crossing across his chest as he look down on Namjoon.
"What's shocking is, you—" Seokjin gritted his teeth. The word he's going to say is playing in his mind, throbbing loudly as if to reminds him that this is it; the end. A droplet of tear falls doww his red cheek, his eyebrows easing.
"I couldn't believe, that it was.." Namjoon shakes his head desperately, trying to stand up and before he could, Seokjin took a step back in disgust. "That it was you who suggested such stupid things. To dare Park Jimin with... with that dare." Seokjin only throw Namjoon a hurtful glance, before his trembling lips let out sobs.
"I want to be on Yoongi's side..." Seokjin whispers as Namjoon stood up, his knees weakening at Seokjin's words.
"So you go to Park Jimin's side..." Seokjin breathe out, heavy chest with blurry eyes, his nail scrapping his door deep. "Let's break up Namjoon."
"Let's forget I've ever loved someone like you, who thinks so little of what other might feels."
Namjoon only fall down, hugging his knees as he cries in front of the harshly closed door. No words could back him up, no apologize should work anymore. Even if he do own up his fault, nothing will be the same. His mind in frenzy, in the midst of the cloudy feelings, Namjoon can only feel himself being shred apart.
People often talks about karma, but more than a good one, it's always the one in which you made your worst decision. In which it comes upon you the same way someone in your consequences had faced.
What hurt more? A sudden break up or an unrequited love?
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Interview(probably the readers): how does it feel to hurt us?
Me(the sadist): i hope they're cool about heart broken meowngi next chapter
