"Honestly, I am difficult to love.
I am hollow and hard around the edges.
And on those rare occasions
when somebody is brave enough to
take the leap
I'll give it all up before anything can begin"
-Beau Tapiin; difficult to love and bottom-△△△
I woke up hearing my phone go off and saw a text from my mom reminding me that we were in my hometown. So of course she was concerned about my whereabouts considering I usually came home. To be honest I thought I was in my old room until I turned on my back and saw the bearded face sleeping soundly as his mop of locks draped the pillow, and his face, while his tattooed arm was laid over me.
I let her know I had spent the night with Renee and would be over soon before leaving it on the bedside table.
I remembered being on the plane and well doing things on the plane, but after was a blur. I guess I had fallen asleep in his arms, way to not show any weakness in front of him.
He had heard me on Talking Smack last night, singing his praises in a way and apart of me was glad he had, especially after Randy's words. I hadn't even realized I would go changing my views on the show, the words just came out and then he was there seeming happy with it. Making me realize maybe Randy had a point, stupid snake.
I stared over at him feeling his beard against my shoulder and smiled. The last time I had rushed out so fast I hadn't even bothered looking back and I guess I would be doing the same now.
For some reason I wanted to kiss him awake and I didn't like that I did. I was confused about Bray and decided it was time to get up, slowly removing myself from him and heading to the bathroom.
I liked him, I already admitted that. My friends clearly knew it and decided I would be tortured with it every chance they saw fit.
Bray liked me?
Was fond of me?
He was something. We were something, something I liked a lot. But wasn't sure if I should have, it wasn't the same, it was worlds different from Murphy and I but it was the same level I guess. Two co-workers together...
Murphy had been the typical guy asking me out while Bray stalked me for a couple months and then asked me on a private jet. Worlds different...
I moved out of the bathroom tying up my hair before picking up my backpacks and dragging my suitcase which always seemed heavier the next day. You'd think it would be lighter without...
"One would think I deserved a goodbye instead of waking up to an empty bed each time."
I slowly turned despite having jumped at his voice.
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She's a Bliss... // ALEXA BLISS| BRAY WYATT [COMPLETE ✔]
Fanfiction☆WON BEST ALEXA BLISS FANFICTION IN SUMMER WRESTLING AWARDS - MAY 2017☆ ☆WON BEST BRAY WYATT FANFICTION IN JUNE + DECEMBER AWARDS -2017☆ People think we had a love-hate relationship. Well, I did not love him, nor did I hate him. We had mutual resp...