Nobody cared
Nobody ever had
Heck I didn't even care
I just wished I wasn't stuck in this life
I felt trapped
I felt like there is no way out
I didn't think that I can be saved
I would not have made it
I knew nothing about real happiness
I always faked it
But then
He came
He lit up my world
He gave me a reason
A reason to smile
A tension on my lips bringing them closer to my ears
A reason to laugh
A song that makes the pain in my stomach a good sign
A reason to wear something cute
Spending an hour digging through an abyss of clothes
He makes me so happy
He makes me so glad that I was given this chance
He makes me, me.
But..
I don't think he really cares
He has left me before
I don't think he really loves me
Even though he says he does
It scares me
It frightens me
Because I truly love him
YOU ARE READING
Grieving
PoetrySometimes it's hard to put emotions into words, so I shall just bleed onto the paper. Life sucks sometimes so read some of this and maybe you can relate.
