Tutor. S.M Fanfiction

FIFTEEN

Three days. It's been three days since the boys came. It's been three days since I haven't left my room. I haven't even gone to school.

"What is happening to me" my head was in between my knees and tears threatened to fall. Ashlee was currently at school while I was stuck in my room. Why has this happened to me. Simon did this. He left me. He hates me. I lost him.

My biggest fear. Losing someone. My past has not been kind to me based on friends. Before Ashlee I had a friend. Her name was Liz. Me and Liz were inseparable. It all started in kindergarten when we met. Automatically we became the best of friends and I loved that. It lasted four years until, she left. Moved, without saying a word to me. I had a bad feeling when she hasn't come to school in about a week. That week was the worst. Liz wasn't there so I didn't know what to do, I had nobody else. Once it got to the point where I hadn't seen her in three weeks I knew she was gone. It was hard, it really was.

I went through a depression, even for a young age this depression was bad. I didn't eat, barely slept, didn't go to school, and I didn't speak for a while. Mom was very worried so she brought me to a therapist. It was hard speaking my mind to a stranger, but I managed. I was there for almost a year before I finally got over it.

I went back to school to live my normal life. Then I met Ashlee who was there for me, and still is.

"I'm home Joyce" Ashlee's soft voice spoke on the other side of my door. I wiped my eyes quickly before standing up to open my door. I open it slightly seeing Ashlee there with a wide smile.

"Oh hey Ashlee" I smile back before walking back and flopping on my bed. "Come to school tomorrow please" Ashlee said suddenly and I lift my head up with my eyebrows furrowed. "What. Why?" I ask before noticing how dumb the question was. "Number one you need education and number two I need you to be there" she says basically pleading me to come. I sigh before nodding.

"Yay. I'm so glad you agreed to it" she ran up to me pulling me into a tight hug. I playfully gasp for air making both of us laugh.

Ashlee has something planned tomorrow. I wonder what it is.

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"Joyce let's go" Ashlee yells throughout the flat making me jump. I jump up from my bed grabbing my bag. Quickly running to peek into moms room I say a quick goodbye.

"What's so important today" I ask Ashlee and she just smiles not saying a word. I roll my eyes continuing walking down the familiar sidewalk that leads towards Kingston. "Just wait and see okay" Ashlee said simply.

"See ya around" Ashlee says as we walk into the double doors of school. I wave back before walking down the long halls. I haven't been here in three days, yet it seemed so different. Nobody noticed me, luckily as I walk to my cliche blue high school locker. There it was, just as I left it. I walk towards it opening it effortlessly. After throwing my things into my locker I check my watch seeing I have 10 minutes till first bell.

I sneak into the bathroom pushing past all the people who were there. Nobody was in the bathroom making me relieved. I look in the mirror, why.

My eyes were barely open due to the lack of sleep I have gotten. Cheeks flushed and my hair was a mess. What happened to me. I need to stop thinking about Simon and start thinking about myself. Simon won't affect me anymore. I need to go out there and live my normal life. I nod and leave the bathroom.

I basically strut down the hallways not caring what people are thinking. Not even Simon. I get to the cafeteria and I sit down at one of the table. As I go on my phone I hear a table full of whispers to my right.

Of course me and my curiosity had to look over.  It was Ashlee with all the boys, they were all huddled up together whispering. I just shrug and don't worry about whatever they are doing.

Simons POV

We all were discussing a way to get Joyce back. Everyone was deep in discussion while my mind was wondering off. Wondering off to her, Joyce. Why the fuck did I have to do that. I fucked up big time.

I was looking around the cafeteria when someone caught my eye. She was sat at the table right next to us. She was on her phone not caring about anything else.

She had her headphones in nodding her head to the music softly. I end up staring at her before Ashlee calls my name. "Simon, come on man focus" she said and I nodded engaging into the conversation once more.

A/N
So they are planning something ooo. Once again trash. Enjoy!!

J.B x