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i'm back at it with another update!!!! i really need to express how grateful i am for having such supportive readers. i love y'all, please don't stop reading this book 💞💞

previously:
"drink"
he repeats, his eyes fixated on me as he waits.

with my blood still boiling, i force myself to down the strong alcohol, my throat instantly set on fire.

before i know it, he pours more in my glass and orders me to drink it, and so i do.

he drinks and pours us another round, and so i drink.

soon, everything begins to get a little blurry.

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shot after shot after shot, my breaths are quick and my vision is blurry.

"a little carried away, aren't you?"
baekhyun's words come out dragged as he hands me a full bottle of hard liquor, my hands quick to snatch it out of his.

my laughter echoes through the silence as i proceed to drink my troubled thoughts away.

i know that i shouldn't be drinking any more than i already am, but i'm too intoxicated to stop myself.

i gulp down the hard liquor, the warm liquid running down my throat, only to set it on fire almost immediately.

this is the calmest i've felt in a couple of days, but i somehow crave trouble and tension.

my teeth sink into my bottom lip as i push away thoughts that are too dangerous and risky for me to think about.

"why are you looking at me like that?"
baekhyun's deep voice grabs my attention and i instantly turn to look at him, my head feeling heavy and uncontrollable as i move it.

his eyes are piercing holes through my face as his gaze on me intensifies, his soft lips parted.

"like what?"
my words come out slurred and almost inaudible as i try to revert my focus from his lips.

a smirk creeps on to his lips as he slightly leans forward, shortening the distance between us.

"like that"
he almost whispers, his warm breath fanning my face softly. it's almost like he is trying to get me to give in to him.

unconsciously, my gaze returns to his smooth lips, my urge to kiss him increasing by the second.

i stay quiet, unable to defend myself against his argument.

his smirk grows with the silence in the room, his eyes traveling to my lips every now and then.

"why am i.."
i start to speak but i lose my train of thought as i stare into his ocean blue eyes lustfully.

before i get a chance to process anything, baekhyun leans closer quick enough to catch me off guard, our lips connecting.

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