monster | baekhyun

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y'all we made it over 90 in a few days rip ilysm!! let's get this to 120 votes before the next update hehe i think i'm really pushing it oops

previously:
my only goal right now is to get this dress off of me, my hands aggressively tugging at the fabric as i attempt to rip it off of myself.

"fucking hell"
i hear him yell but i completely ignore it, watching as i force the dress down my petite body.

it falls down to my ankles, my upper body completely exposed.

***

for a mere second, i sit still as ever, my eyes glued to the stained dress, messily laid by my shivering legs.

"i'm guessing you wanna go for another round"
Baekhyun's deep morning voice approaching me my head dart towards him, watching as his hungry eyes observe my naked torso.

immediately forming a cross over my chest, i attempt to cover myself up as i struggle to get up on my feet.

another round. what.

the words finally hit me as i basically run away from his open embrace, my petite body pressed against the bathroom door as i slam it shut.

did Baekhyun and i..? did we do it?

i shouldn't be shocked considering my foolish behavior, according to my vague memory of last night.

***

i sit with my feet crossed on the wooden chair, staring into the distance as Baekhyun blabbers on and on about his wide variety of house"

i'm still trying to process what happened today morning.

Baekhyun forcing me to put on a pair of his sweats and a hoodie gives me mixed thoughts about him.

does he care or not?

"we can go and check out a few of them"
his words don't seem to effect me as i continue staring into space, my empty stomach growling as i try to resist the urge to chew down the burnt pancakes he forced on to my plate.

"..we'll stop by your house too"
my eyes widen and i completely lose my appetite as soon as those words leave his mouth, leaving me baffled and in utter shock.

"i'm not going"
i almost yell, my heart rate suddenly rising as i try to keep myself content.

he immediately bursts out in laughter, dropping his maple syrup-covered fork before clearing his voice.

"don't you miss your family? i'm sure they've been expecting a visit from us, don't you think?"
his tone suddenly turns cold and serious as he eyes me carefully, his facial expression blank and intimidating.

"you killed them, you don't deserve to see them again, you psycho"
i spit out, my blood beginning to boil as i watch his use cruel words carelessly.

"you killed them, Hura"
he emphasizes the word 'you' as he speaks, his words equivalent to a billion gun shots.

"you spilled their blood and left them for me to see!"
i yell as hot tears roll down my cheeks, his hurtful words angering me so much that i find myself on the urge to dart to him with my utensils.

"they died because of who you are"
i swallow the growing lump in my throat as i stay still, eager to hear what else he's about to say.

his tensed facial expression fades as he relaxes in his seat, his eyes observing my face with confusion written all over it.

"oh, i forgot to tell you, didn't i?"
he throws his head back as he laughs historically for a good few seconds before retrieving himself.

"your dad wanted me to kill you instead of your family, and that really angered me so i did you a favor and killed his family on your behalf"
the sinister smile on his face that he calls 'genuine' makes me almost fall off of my chair and on to the ground but i try to keep myself up.

i shouldn't believe him. i won't.

"why do you think you and Nara weren't allowed to lock doors in that house? your parents were scared of your beauty.. your true self"

no. that's merely a coincidence.

"why do you moved? your family wanted to alter you.. they wanted to change who you're truly meant to be"

i stay quiet as tears continuously roll down my soaked cheeks and fall on to my trembling hands.

"stop"
i finally manage to mumble, the word coming out as a soft whisper across the table.

"they never deserved you, Hura.. but i do"
his tone is stern as he deeply stares into my eyes, his words piercing holes through my heart.

***
also, i'm gonna be at camp from the 7th through the 11th so expect a v v v late update, sorry :(