Toxic

Chapter 3

Kee pov:
I lay there with her scrunched up in a ball in my arms I couldn't help but to smile at how cute she was I was feeling completely comfortable intertwined with her body near mine until I was reminded the last time I felt this comfortable and it was about the worst day of my life..
*flashback*
8:30am
"Shit she had work at 10" I said under my breath trying not to wake up the love of my life she was still holding onto me with her death grip I slowly eased out of bed and take a shower and put on clothes i didn't want her to think sum was up why I left so I had to lie about getting called in some sum because I didn't need her getting suspicious about what I'm doing today so when I left I shot her a text
Jazzy: I got called into work today...I love you so much see you when I get home have a nice day at work baby girl
I had a lot planned today my first stop was at the mall to pick out my outfit and I needed a line up before anything when I tell you I had a lot I mean a lot I was so fucking nervous today it was unbearable today was the day I was gonna make her my wife we been together for 3 years now I've never been happier in my life it was 1pm by the time I finished what I needed for me now it was onto her I went and picked up flowers her favorites was pink roses and pick up the ring boiiii when I tell you when I put my hand on the box my knees bent back I instantly felt dizzy
"Get it together kee you got this G" i said lowly when I waked to my car it was going on 6 now I had to go home she was due home at 8 so I could prepare for her I wanted her to come home with candles lit and rose peddles on the floor to set the mood before I popped the question my mood changed when she was home and a black charger was there too I got out the car touched the hood of the cars they both were cool so they been here a while I was hearing music and slight noises my blood was boiling when I opened the door I heard moans and screams saying "daddy" I opened the door to my room and I saw red
"WTF JAZMINE?!" They both shot up and it was her ex..
"So this is what you do when I'm out at work or really out getting getting the ring I was gonna give you.." I said lowly I was beyond hurt my heart shattered in a million pieces
"Kee let me ex-"
"GET THE FUCK OUTTTT!!" I screamed through sobs cutting her off throwing the ring at her while her ex was walking past me and hit me with her shoulder walking out and I snatched her by her dreads and bashed her head into the window
I heard jaz scream but I kicked her out threw her shit out burned the other half locked myself in the bathroom finding my stash i was in full blown tears I called Kat before I did to see if talking to her would calm me down she was taking to long to answer so I began to Get my syringe and a huge rock and heated it up at the moment I didn't care if I overdosed I didn't wanna feel the pain anymore I felt in my heart I was feeling the smoothness of it shoot up in my veins it felt like the world was slowing down even when she finally answered her voice was blurred out to the bliss feeling of the high I was going to experience
"Hello..kee..what's wrong... kee.." it had been a moment with a long pause as the high was getting intense
"Kee what's going on..?"
"K-attt...I-Im so-sorry" my words become slurred as the high was getting to me and blackness overtook my vision
"Kee what did you do!" I heard Kats voice but I couldn't open my eyes I felt her grab onto me tight but it felt like she was struggling with me to keep me still
She had called 911 because I was seizing and foaming out my mouth I heard her cries and felt her hand rub on my face "what did you do kee?" Through her sobs I didn't hear anything after that I woke up in the hospital to Kat sitting next to me I never seen her so scared in her life she was always so cute with her puppy dog eyes I will never forget how she cared for me that day I will never forget how she saved my life I will never forget that was the worst day in my life I never wanted her to see me that low in my life where I was ready to take my life so recklessly
*flashback over*
I was snapped out of my flashback when I felt Kat get up running to the bathroom with me right on her tail she instantly made it to the toilet and threw up I started getting nervous "baby girl you okay?" Rubbing her back
She looks down and shakes her head "I need you to go to the store for me..?" She looked at me with tears welling up in her eyes
Oh shit..I thought in my head
"Yes rally Kat what you need ?"
"Pregnancy tests 2 of them.."
i just looked at her wide eyed oh shit...
I nodded helped her to the bed and rushed to the nearest store and quickly came back she peed on it and I could see the fear in her eye "rally Kat it's going to be okay I'm here for you I'm not leaving your side okay pregnant or not you got me to the end we gonna figure it out okay?"I give her a smile and pull her into me "it's okay baby" and I kiss her forehead she's crying in my chest and I pull her face to me and I kiss her soft plump lips
Kat pov:
"Rally Kat it's going to be okay I'm here for you I'm not leaving your side okay pregnant or not you got me to the end we gonna figure it out okay?" She gave a smile and held me I was feeling safe again I was feeling secure and she kissed me I felt a spark I was calmed down the nervousness flew right out the window
I sat on the bed next to her for a couple mins I didn't wanna see the results but she grabbed my hand and walked with me in and she turned to me
"On 3 okay we'll look" she said I just nodded
"1, 2, 3" I looked down and read them both I couldn't feel my legs anymore. i was pregnant... I was really pregnant.. by "his" goons
Why won't he ever leave me alone..
How did he find me again...
She caught me "Kat!?" The only thing going in my head was what my rapist said...
"Message from Dan to you sweet cakes"...
I felt my whole world was going in reverse i was now facing my recurring nightmare head on