Toxic

Chapter 8

KAT POV:
The drive home was peaceful my mind was clear even with him still on me I was completely unbothered Kee was rubbing my stomach I was content on being alive happy to have an amazing partner by my side
"Ring..Ring.."
the look on her face said it all it was Boss as we pulled up to the house and to an unfamiliar large man standing at the front door I grip her hand
"Kee who is that"
"Baby after what happen my parents hired security for the house that's Ray and there are two more you have to meet in the house"
"What you mean two more"
"Zeus and Midnight it's okay tho they know your sent come on in the house I want you to settle in and relax"
She helps me out the car and she pulls out the wheelchair and I start shaking my head
"Baby I wanna walk I'm tired of sitting just hold me up a lil I think I got it"
Walking in I see two black shadows dart across the floor
"SIT!"
They stop right at our feet
"Zeus stand"
He smells my hand and licks it wagging his tail and midnight does the same when she commanded
"Come on rallykat you wanna shower or anything you hungry??"
"Been craving some eggs like crazy ion know what is up with them but they love some eggs I'll wash myself it's okay I've learned how to wash myself pregnant"
"Here let me help you just up to the bathroom then I'll start up your eggs and I gotta go do some business later"
"Going to Boss it's okay I know"
Walking up them stairs was the only hardest part I ever imagined Jesus gotta get a fucking elevator or sum shit walking with twins ain't no joke
"I made the shower lowered into a walk in and non slip bottom with railing and a seat just still be careful okay"
She leaves the door open and I hop in leaving just the sound of the water hit my body looking down at my scar rubbing my stomach I promise you guys he won't hurt us again I let my guard down the first time but I will not let it happen again felt like forever before I came out but hopped right in bed after that shower midnight and zues in bed with me she comes up
"I gotta go baby here ya eggs ya phone right here the remote right here ray number is in the phone if you need him my phone will be on the whole time call me if you need sum okay I love you so much"
"I love you too just come back in one peace please"
"Of course"
KEE POV:
Boss: are you sure you want to leave
Me:yes it's sum I have to do I gotta do right by her and the babies
Boss: okay you've been in the game for a long time I treat you like a daughter I'm still gonna take care of Ramos I'll make sure he means no more harm to neither of y'all
Me: I'm coming to the house
Boss: okay kid
When I get there I dap everyone up for the last time
"Ayo come here" Boss said my baby girl is leaving us this her last drop I'm happy you doing better things and creating a new life with ya family proud of you"
"Thankyou, thankyou"
"Ard for tonight your drop with Skitz"
She looked angry af for whatever reason but I just didn't give that much of a fuck to see why ain't got shit to do with me
"I'm making this drop alone" she spat out in disgust
"I said she's working with you now if you got a fucking problem with that me and you will have a conversation down in the fucking basement back talk to me tf again NOW DO I MAKE MYSELF CLEAR IM THE BOSS!!"
"I'll be in the car be there or get left"
"Cool beans bro" I laugh she mumbled something under her breath and now it's starting to bother me a lil I'm leaving and I'm not going to know what tf her deal is but for now it's gonna have to wait as I walk to the car I call Kat see if she good
"You guys okay love"
"Okay I promise baby I'm coming home in one peace read to the babies for me I know y'all going to be sleep when I get home love you rallykat"
When I get in the car I can feel the tension in the air almost shit myself but she start driving and I'm on my phone and I keep getting more and more fucking annoyed her phone going off and she not answering it bout to grab this fucking phone and shove it down her throat
Sum about that number popping up is familiar my guy giving me funny feelings so I text boss
Me: boss do you think Skitz would betray you
Boss: she's got a fucked up attitude and anger but no why
Me: my gut is giving me funny signals right now we on east side rolling through another gang territory
She satrs talking and I slip my phone on my pocket I feel it going off but I don't wanna make her feel sum up
"How long we been in the game"
"A long ass time shit I was just a kid"
"And all those years you lied to me"
"Fuck you talking bout"
"DONT YOU FUCKING PLAY WITH ME "
She slams on the breaks I hit my head on the dash
"FUCK!"
I start getting scared she's just sitting there I slowly grab the door handle
" I liked you all this time and you get with her and now y'all having twins you fucking lied to me you said you'd never date a stud now look at you that should be me waiting for you to come home that should be me life"
"I'm sorry Skitz I don't like you like that"
She takes a brick out I feel my heart race she cuts a big slit the powder is busting out from being compacted to tightly snorts some and chucks the rest of the brick in my face I'm running out the car trying to wash the coke off my face fuck I got to much
"No no no I can't do this again no"
She grabs a chunk of my hair and pulls me back I hit my head again
"I would have gave you everything all the love you wanted"
She's slamming her fists in my head I'm trying my hardest to stop her but the high is starting to kick in can't feel my arms everything's going numb as she's using my body as a punching bag I can't feel anything her voice is slowly fading I feel a seizure coming
"Kee!!!" Someone scream was the last thing I heard
Boss POV
"Shit she's seizing fuck hold her head make sure she don't bite her tongue or hurt herself Skitz what tf did you do are you fucking insane"
I see the brick on the ground
"please don't tell me you made her AFTER SHE JUST GOT CLEAN YOUR A DEAD MF"
" I wouldn't do that if I were you" she laughs
"Your in the wrong territory to be calling shots my guy"
She whistles and they all come out aiming and she's smiling and Ramos comes out I back up to Kee
"Keep an eye open we'll be coming soon "he smiles and turns around
"Let's go we gotta go she's still seizing she can't die on me now"
I'm dodging traffic speeding to the hospital and she stops seizing but she barely breathing there's foam coming from her mouth
"Stick your hand down her throat try to get her to pump her stomach out that way until we reach the hospital"
"Baby girl I need you to make it we are almost there"
When we get there i hope right out
"HELP ME PLEASE I THI K SHE OVERDOSED HELP ME!!"
They take her away from me put her on a stretcher oh please baby girl please make it
I hear a phone going off in the car shit her girl shit shit shit you two I need you guys to stay her I gotta go get her girl
Kat POV
She's not answering I'm putting my clothes on zues and midnight hear something outside I got the hint and I make my way to the panic room with zues and midnight right on my tail I turn on the camera I see him...
"Oh Katerra hows Daddies little girl huh!? I'm not leaving without you I will tear this house apart brick by brick if I have to don't you wanna see your precious Kee again you can meet her at Grady hospital where she's inches deep in a fucking coke induced coma"
I'm completely silent I grab the shotgun I tell zues and midnight to stay I put on a bullet proof vest and I walk down
"Hey daddy"
I shoot my shot and got him in the leg
He cocks back with a round gets me right in my shoulder I keep walking and I shoot my next shot getting him in his chest KAT I SEE boss
"Kat we gotta go"
When I get there the doctor is coming back out he sees boss
"I need family first"
"This is her family now go!" I scream grabbing my arm and my stomach I'm starting to feel a cramping sensation I'm gripping boss's arm
"She's fine we pumped her stomach she's stable right now if you choose to see her you can just ask the nurse what room she's in when your ready"
I sit down and I feel my feet are wet and I'm contracting
" BOSS SOMEONE GET ME IN A FUCKING ROOM IM IN LABOR AHHH FUCK!!"
They hear me and take me straight back I'm screaming omg someone is coming right now I feel a head already as they trying to prepare me the just put me on the bed and bring my legs up all you hear is my scream through the home hospital I feel one come out he cries then right after his brother is coming but he's struggling a lil they tell me to stop pushing the cord is wrapped around his neck they rush to fix it and they tell me to do one last push he comes out I'm crying please baby boy cry wake up baby mommy wanna hear you cry goes a minute and he finally screams the ultimate relief I see my boys King Dimeir and Domonique Murray with their hazel eyes light skin and beautiful smile loving my boys already just wish Kee could see them like this hours go by I'm in a room with them getting their foot prints and stuff done Kee limping through the room
"WHERE ARE THEY!!"
I smile and point
"Over there baby"
She limps over
"My boys omg ya other momma right here they are so precious baby!"
To be born a month early they are healthy and all good the nurse puts them in they little crib on wheels and took them over to Kat and leaves
"Baby you did good you okay"
"Yea I'm so tired tho they fixed my arm up too"
"Boss told me I'm sorry I didn't come home i didn't know she would do that"
"It's okay I know"
boss comes in with a teddy bear for each boy and a carrier for each one
"how's my god children"
"Boss you ain't have to do this but thankyou pops your the best"
"Anything for my daughter and daughter in law  y'all should be fine from now on he won't bother y'all no more"
"Just Ima get y'all a hotel room until the house is cleaned and get zues and midnight a cleaning as well they got a lot of him"
"Ewwww  that's nasty"
"Well you kinda left him there with them and the panic room door was open they was protecting they territory"
"But I'll leave y'all to rest I'll be back tomorrow love y'all"
"Yea baby you are tired get some rest I love you so much they sleep just rest baby"
kee POV
  I sit down everything going through my mind but one thing keeps hitting my nerve
I need coke..
"No Kee your only thinking that cuz of what happen it's no good for you"
But if you take it one more time you'll be fine you know how much you can take...
"No you know what it does to you , you can't keep seizing like that do you want to die?..."
Just sleep on it you know your gonna agree sooner or later...
Slowly falling asleep to my darkest thoughts consuming me into my sleep
Dream~
in my bathroom deathly looking going through my stash snorting up as much as I can and Kat knocking on the door she seems to be screaming through the door crying holding her cheek I swing it open and start screaming at her I grab on her and start shaking her so hard her nose is bleeding she looks confused and just drops to the floor I walk over her I see the boys playing in they room they come out to see they mom on the floor nose bleeding not moving I'm loosing my grip on reality slipping into an overdose again they start screaming for her to get up they come to me screaming for me to get up their crying it's hurting my heart to see them cry
Dream over~
Hell nah I get some water I promise on everything y'all three will never get that side of me never I've been clean and I can stay clean I promise y'all I kiss them and I lay back down just thinking nobody will ever see me like that a day in my life...