Toxic

Chapter 9

Kee POV
Staying at this hospital has been very unsettling I feel like I'm going nuts I just wanna break out but I can't go far from Kat she hasn't been feeling too well she scared everyone so she has to stay here a couple more days I'm terrified I just want her to get better she can't walk she can't move she's so weak she can't even hold the boys she looks so drained
"Ring".."Ring".."Ring"
"Hello"
"Hey babygirl it's momma show me my grand babies and my daughter in law"
I show her Kat and the boys they all sleep and walk out the room to keep quiet for them
"You okay baby, you look exhausted"
"No momma I feel like I'm battling myself since what happen I was clean for so long then I got a taste of it and it's like I need it, like the stress is getting to me I don't know how long I can hold it off it's to the point I'm seeing shit that's not there I can't get a grip on reality"
My mom has never seen me cry but I was now in full blown tears
"Baby no matter what you know I love you so much I'll do anything for you but do you remember what happen last time you can't go through that again you have to stay strong you have two boys and Kat plus me as your support system you can't fall back now"
"I know mom it's so hard.."
I hear the boys cry in the background
"Momma I gotta go the boys are crying and I want Kat to rest"
"Okay sweetheart I love you one more thing I know you don't wanna hear it your father wanna see them.."
"He's not welcome to my house he's not welcome anywhere near me or my family I gotta go"
Soon as I end the call Kats sensor monitor is going off she's moving too much when I walk in she's hanging off the bed I catch her right in time before she hit her head she's foaming out the mouth calling the nurse bell
"It's okay baby it's okay I'm so sorry I wish I could trade places with you"
They come rushing in grabbing her and pulling a code blue on her kick me out the room I believe it's the stress from labor and everything that's happened she couldn't handle it
"I'm so sorry baby I just want to be home with you with our boys safe, happy, as a family.."
I slid down the wall crying holding my head in my hands
30 mins later
They come walking out
"She's doing fine but let her rest the boys are good if you want you can take them home I've already inspected the car seats she really needs her rest"
"okay..thank-you"
I didn't wanna leave her here but she needs her rest I walk in just stare at her
"Baby I'll be back to check on you I need you to get better I need you Rally Kat I love you I get the boys together and start to head out the ride home was silent boys were sleep so when I got to the house I just put them up in their cribs and I sat there watching them for newborns they are pretty quiet babies King has Kats eyes so deep where you can get lost in them and Dominique eyes are just a little  lighter but still grabs your attention

"Ring..Ring..Ring"

without looking I pick it up and fucking regretted it with all my life he was the last person I wanted to fucking talk to

"What"

"that's how you talk to ya father huh"

"I have nothing to say to you your not going to run my life on how I'm living it I'm very happy"

"Akeema you are not going to disrespect me over this phone don't try me now ya motha told me that you've had twins I wanna see my grandbabies and this girl you've got"

"no "

"okay Akeema try it again you are still my daughter-"

ive walked out the boys room outside I couldn't hold it in anymore

"oh now you claim me as your daughter after how many years you avoided me avoided momma cheated on her then you put ya fucking hands on her didn't think I remembered that huh you I refuse for you to paint your version of a perfect life for me, me and mine are fine"

"akeema you will regret the day you brought that up I didn't cheat on your momma you don't speak about shit that got nun to do with you your my child and I will till the day I die tell you if I approve or not I made you and I can end you I will beat you like a nigga on the street since you wanna dress like one I've put up with the lesbian shit this long but I will not put up with your disrespect I'll be seeing you soon if you like it or not"