Faze Imagines|Dirty (2017)

TooClose👥(FazeRain)

⚠️This is a sad-ish story!⚠️//
Y/N:"GET AWAY FROM ME!!"
Y/N:"I SWEAR TO GOD I WILL DO IT!"

Nordan:"STOP, I NEED YOU HERE!!"

Y/N:"Don't walk any closer.."

He starts to tear up.

Nordan:"I Swear.... I- I
FUCKING NEED YOU HERE WITH ME, OKAY!

Y/N:"Norda-"

He quickly jumps towards me and pins me down.
Tears fall down his face, on to my chest.

Nordan:"You can't leave me...That's not how this work!"

Y/N:"IM SICK OF IT, I FEEL NUMB AND EMPTY."

I struggled to loosen his grip.
Nordan:"Chill out!"

I try to move my arms around as fast I could, but nothing worked.
I cried silently.
I closed my eyes and could feel a stream of tears running off my cheeks and on to the grass.
I can still feel his grip, he loosens up but still has a hold on me.
I open my eyes, blood red from all the crying.
He's staring at me.
I stare back at him, I can feel myself get light headed and my eyes flicker as I hold my breath in.

Nordan:"ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME Y/N!"

He grabs my face and squeeze my mouth open.
I bite his finger.

Nordan:"Fuck!"

I twist and turn my body to slide out from under his body, I manage to push him off. I get up and dust myself off, I walk back to the car.
I can feel the sore spots on my body already. I don't bother to look back knowing he was right behind me. I can hear his foot steps and I speed up.

Nordan:"Y/N."

I don't acknowledge him, and keep speed walking.

Nordan:"Y/N!"

He gabs me with both hands and turns me around. We're both covered in dirt from wrestling on the ground.
He lifts my chin and looks down at me, he meets my eyes. He lets out a tear, and our lips touch.
I pull away and turn around braking the kiss and continue walking toward the car.
He stands there looking at me with watery eyes. I couldn't look at him. HE WAS APART OF THIS WHOLE THING! He's the reason I doubt myself, the reason I fucking hate myself. He- he's- *tears He's too fucking perfect. He makes my heart hurt. His smile is the most contagious thing about him, and I fucking hate it...
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Hey guys, I've been feeling crappy and weird so I wrote this. There Will be a part 2🙌🏼
Thank you guys for reading make sure to ⭐️ so I know to do more!! THANK YOU!!💖
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