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Hollywood Undead- If you loved me, why'd you leave me?

WARNING! This story contains suicide. 

If you are sensitive to this subject, please do not read.

This is for Queen150791.

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**Da Krulzz P.O.V**

   I stand in the rain, my head down, my body numb. I had never felt this sort of pain before.The kind of pain where there is nothing. 

   Hove you ever had someone ripped from you, so harshly, it leaves you stranded? And even though, it's not your fault, you still think it is.

   That's how I am. Right now, I'm alone, and I'm hurt. 

   My boyfriend just committed suicide. 

   I should have seen it coming, honestly. Charlie had been having a rough time with the hate lately. He felt like nothing was helping him. I tried to be there, to say anything to draw him from depression... I thought it had worked. At least fora short time, I had the illusion that he was getting better.

   But that day.... The day I found him.

   He left me a note, which was tucked safely into the pocket of one of Charlie's hoodies. 

Dear beloved,

I'm so sorry, that I am giving up. You've done everything for me, but I need to leave. I am so so sorry. You're the sweetest, kindest, and most beautiful being I've had the glory of being with... And I'm sorry to leave you.

But I must leave. Just know I'll always love you.

   I smile, tears mingling with the rain on my face.

   He had slit open his wrists, and swallowed a bottle of pain killers. 

   I run my finger over the trigger of the gun in my hand. He was waiting for me...He might be lonely... I was lonely with out him.

   I cannot go on.

**Time Skip**

   When I woke up, I was surrounded by beautiful white. 

   And Charlie sat besides me. He smiles and lifts me up a little, cradling me in his arms.

   "It's a shame you didn't stay... The others will miss us." He says, kissing me softly, rubbing my sides.

   "They'll get over it." I say. "Let's just spend eternity together, Charlie."

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So sorry it was short, but suicide makes me sad!!

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