Brallon- Let me hold you

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Hello you guys! @Xxryxnxx wanted a fic where Brendon finds out Dallon self harmed, I'm changing that up a little, and it's fluffy and smutty.

Gotcha!! I hope you guys enjoy this chapter. Leave prompts, and if you have left me some, I'll get to them soon! 

Let's get into the story.


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**Dallon's P.O.V**


   I felt Brendon's warm arms wrap around my waist, and his breath tickles my neck. I wiggle, a nervous giggle slipping from my mouth. Brendon and I had dated for a while, but I hadn't ever had sex with him. I was too nervous too. I used to self harm. Horribly. I have scars all over my thighs, on both my inner thigh and outer thigh. 

   What if Brendon didn't love me after he found out? I feel him rub my hip, turning me around. I smile and he kisses me gently. 

   "Brenny? Can I tell you something?" I ask, looking into his kind eyes. My stomach felt queasy.

   "Hey... You look like your about to be sick. Whatever it is, you don't need to be nervous. We can go through it, together." He coos, kissing my lips, and I sigh softly. 

   "Brenny... I used to cut..." I whisper. I was shaking so bad, and I felt my eyes stinging. Brendon looks shocked, then softly squeezes my hips.

   "Can I please see?" He asks, pressing another kiss to my lips. I slowly pull down my sweat pants, and he slowly crouches and looks at the long cuts on my thighs, long healed into white scared. I start to cry, remembering the pain, everything that had happened to me. Brendon kisses my thighs very softly, and then stands up, kissing my cheek very softly.

   "I-I'm so sorry!" I sob. 

   "No, just as long as your in a better place now... You come to me when you think your gonna cut again, okay?" He whispers, pressing another kiss too my lips. I smile, giggling and nodding, my heart finally full and happy. 

   "Is that why you never wanted to have sex, my love?" He asks, slowly touching my hip. I shiver and give a small giggle, nodding and looking down. "Awee..... I'd never judge you for your scars..." He kisses my neck softly, smiling again. I moan softly as his lips softly finds my sweet spot. I squeal, wiggling in pleasure.

   "I love you..." He whispers, a hand plastered to my lower back. I shiver and smile, tilting my head back as he kisses my neck again, working his way down towards my chest. I shiver, and moan, closing my eyes. 

   He pulls my shirt off, and pulling me up so that my legs looped around his waist. He carried me to the bedroom, laying me down on and smoothing my hair from my face. I shiver and allow him to slowly pull down my boxers. 

   "Are you sure you want this?" He asks. I nodded, and He kisses me softly. "I'll stop if you ever want me too."


**Time skip**


   Brendon held me against his chest, kissing me softly over and over. I shiver, my body still weak, but spiked with pleasure. After shock he called it. 

   "I love you." I whisper.

   "I love you too, Dallon. Get some sleep."


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