Gay band one shots

SIO: Carziger- If you love me, you have to learn to let me go

So, @wholelotofnothing, requested a sad suicidal Maxx, and Cody who is trying to take care of him.

THIS IS A TRIGGER WARNING!!!

If you are sensitive to suicide, please don't read.

Anyway, I might bawl my eyes out writing this... But leave requests and I hope you enjoy the one shot!

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**Cody's P.O.V**

   Maxx and I have been going out for three years, and he was suicidal and depressed. It hurt me every time I caught him self harming, and got to the point where I couldn't trust him. I hide all the razors, knifes and medication, and then I would check him daily.

   Little by little, he gained some trust. He was allowed to shower alone, and I checked him less often. But he wasn't allowed near sharp things. I saw him sometimes, touching his scars, and then crying because of them, and I would step in, and kiss his tears away.

   I loved Maxx with all my heart, but I could tell the world was catching up with me.

   "I don't belong here." He screamed from where he stood on the cliff. A harmless walk, that's all I wanted... Maxx kissed me, and ran to the cliff and was about to jump.

   "Maxx, please. Please don't do this." I beg. He looks at me, tears running down his face.

   "Cody... This is not because of you. I need to go. I love you so much... But I was born in the wrong place, wrong time. You've been the only good thing that's happened to me in a long time! But I don't belong here." He sobbed. I felt like my heart was being ripped out of my chest.

   "Maxx, please." I beg. He smiles, sadly, and closes his eyes.

   "Move on, Cody. Live your life. I will watch over you, and I love you so much. If you love me, you need to let me go, Cody." He whispers. "Please, let me go." He begs. I sob, and walk to him, kissing him. He kisses back, and hugs me. "I love you." He says, and steps off the cliff.

**Two months later**

   I smile at Maxx's picture, wiping away a tear that had fallen down my cheek.

   "I wish I had met him." 

   I look up at my new boyfriend Derek. I had been going to a bar, drinking myself to the point where I couldn't walk, when I met Derek.

   "I wish you had met him." I say, another tear running down my cheek. He kneels down in front of me, and took the picture. He still worked on the bar, but he had gotten me to stop drinking. I began to fall in love with him, and whenever I felt bad about falling in love with him, I would have a dream, where Maxx was telling me it was okay.

   "Don't cry, baby boy. Please?" He cooed softly, and kisses my lips. The kiss became more heated, and he soon had me pinned to the bed, grinding his hips down onto mine.

   I never thought I'd be a bottom, but now I was pinned beneath my new boyfriend, while he waited to take control of me. I moan softly, arching my back to grind against him.

   He smiles and kisses my neck.

   I may not be with Maxx, but at least I was safe with my lover, while Maxx was safe and sound, in the right time.

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