Jinxxley- Making mistakes

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Hello hello! @BVB_CC_2002 gave me this prompt, which I changed up  bit, hope you don't mind.

Are you guys more into Age plays? Please let me know. There so fun to write.

Anyway, if I haven't gotten to your prompt ye, I will eventually. 

Let's start!

Jinxx- Daddy

Ashley- 1 year head space.


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**Jinxx's P.O.V**


   I watch Ashley play with his toy cars, making little vroom vroom noises as he pushes them around. I smile, my heart swelling. My thighs hurt... Oh god. I close my eyes, instant regret washing over me as I remember the self harm I put both of us... The band through. 

   No.. Bad thoughts. I had a relapse, and I was doing better. Ashley looks at me with a wild little grin. 

   "Daddy... Does your bum hurt?" He asks, actually caring, but I was blushing hard. 

   "Yes.. It hurts little one..." I say. I watch him play a little longer, remembering what happened two days ago.


**Flash back**


   Ashley had cried for almost three hours straight after finding out I cut. He had been so so little that being shocked into his big head space, also under the reason why he was now big... God the heart break on his face. CC and Jake came over, and Andy and Remington took Ashley to play Uncles to my baby. 

   "You can't take my baby!! You can't take him from me!" I scream at Andy. CC held me back, round the waist, and I struggle to get to Ash. His eyes were red and puffy. 

   "You'll get him tomorrow. This is not the time for Ashley to be here and you know it." CC says harshly. I go limp, and I get to give him a kiss before he goes. 

   "I let him down... I let you guys down. I'm sorry. I let you all down." Next thing you know, I was face down over CC's knee. 

   Jake went to the store, giving us privacy. 

   "You didn't let us down. You relapsed. I think it's time to drive these thoughts out of you." With that, he started spanking me. Hard. My ass felt like it was on fire, but I knew exactly why he was doing it.

   He cared enough to punish me. He loved me enough to help me get better. My ass was soon throbbing in pain. 

   "CC!!! AH, please... AH! STOP!" I scream. CC just continues spanking me even harder, letting me know I was in no way in control about this. I needed to let go. And I did. I was soon sobbing hard, and after another 5 minutes, he let me up.

   Another thing, is CC was a great cuddler. He held me close, rubbing my back softly, kissing my forehead and whispering to me softly until I calmed down. He took me upstairs, after taking my pants and underwear away. I felt so embarrassed, trying to pull my shirt over my front. I catch a look of myself in the mirror. My thighs cut, ass glowing red, crying and holding my shirt over my crotch. He cleaned my cuts, and put on my boxers. 

   "Alright. You get anymore negative thoughts, call me, and remember this lesson. You didn't let any of us down. You needed help, and you sadly made the wrong choice to not ask for it. We will help you from now on. Ashley will be big every day, just to check you, okay?" He says. I nod frantically, anything to stop sitting on this wretched bed. He smirks down at me, and makes me sit a few minutes longer, before letting me up.


**End of flash back**


   Ashley had checked me this morning. Checks were really embarrassing. I stripped naked, and Ashley looked me over. The first day, he teased me about my cherry red ass. I tried whipping a Daddy threat on him, but its hard for you to sound like you mean to be a badass Daddy when your naked and have been spanked. 

   "Daddy...." I look to see Ashley sitting on the floor in front of me. "Daddy, my diaper is wet." He pouts, and I lift him up, and carry him to the nursery. I quickly change him, and then sit him up. "How are you feeling Daddy?" He asks, his eyes wide. I kiss all over his face, putting his pacifier in his mouth since it fell out. At least it'd been hooked to his shirt. 

   "I'm feeling amazing since your here little one. Your the light of Daddy's life." I coo, rubbing his back. Ashley smiles, the reaches and softly rubs my bottom. I groan. 

   "Can we nap Daddy?" He asks. I smile and we lay in the crib together.

   I relapsed. But I was okay. I was gonna be okay.


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Hope you guys enjoyed! 

I'll get to all of your prompts soon.

Thanks for reading. 

Love you guys.

Bye bye!

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