andrea.
Oh it's you I know, you're the one I dream of
Looks into my eyes, takes me to the clouds above,
Oh I lose control, can't seem to get enough,
When I wake from dream, tell me is it really love,How will I know if you really love me
I say a prayer with every heart beat
I fall in love whenever we meet
I'm asking you what you know about these thingsi sat down at the middle of an empty road at midnight.
seeking for answers.
seeking for him.
i just don't know. does he really want me to suffer this long?
grabbing my phone, i stood up and ran as far as i could. until i can see darkness. until i collapsed at the forest.
i woke up with a bad feeling. i was in a different room, in a different bed.
"how are you, babe?"
it was calum.
"cal.." i hugged him for dear life. like i depended unto him.
"ashton again, isn't it?"
i nodded and tears were falling into my eyes.
"why can't you two just talk it out? i mean it's the best way after all."
i didn't listen and instead drifted myself to sleep once again.
he tried convincing me once more but i just shrugged him off.
i'm just so tired of crying. i just can't take everything anymore. ashton is stabbing me more and more each day.
when will this stop?
i just wished my heart never responded when i was five.
i just wish..
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ouchie.
song: how will i know ; sam smith
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