We stitch these wound { Andy Biersack x reader}

Chapter 6

You walked down the steps as your mom told you Andy was here to pick you up. You grabbed your book bag and you sat in the back as you noticed Ronnie. You smiled at them and they both stayed silent. "What's with the serious faces" you said as you put on your seatbelt. "It's nothing" Ronnie reassured you as Andy drove. They both lit a cigarette and you raised an eyebrow. You sat there silently and you knew something was wrong. " Are you guys okay" they asked you. " Perfectly happy" Andy said and you layed your head against the window. Andy pulled up to your school. " Bye Guys" you said as you got out the car. " Bye Y/N" they smiled and you went up the steps and into the building. You walked to your first period class and sat by the window.

Yet when you looked out the window you saw Andy and Ronnie get out the car. "What are they still doing here" you wondered and you saw them walk up the steps and up to someone you realized who that was and your heart stopped. The three of them stood there talking until your ex pushed Andy. You were getting an uneasy feeling and you could tell by the look on Andy's face this couldn't end well. Ronnie grabbed your ex by the collar and dragged him across the street. They were smart enough not to do it on school property and you got up as your ex threw the first punch at Andy. Andy started to fight back punching him back, Ronnie stood there smoking his cigarette watching and you got up and ran out the room ignoring your teachers calls for you to come back into the class. You raced down the hall and down the steps. You ran out the front doors and down the steps. You ran across the street Ronnie noticed you and he grabbed you, preventing for you to interfere. " Let me go! Andy stop!" you yelled at him. He didn't listen and Ronnie told you to stay out of it as he let you go.

You tried your best to pull Andy off your ex " Stop Andy please" you yelled at him as tears streamed out of your eyes and after a while of struggling you finally did. You stood between the both of them "Don't you dare forget what you did to her" he said as he kicked him in the stomach. " Now think about what your doing before you put your hands on a girl asshole" Ronnie said grabbing your ex by the hair and making him look up at him. " Or we'll come back for you" Ronnie said as he got in Andy's car. You stared at Andy as he wiped the blood off his lip. " What is wrong with you" you said and he looked at you confused. " Showing him that he had to pay for what he did to you" he said and you shook your head. " We were doing you a favor" Ronnie said and you glared at him. " Look im sorry about getting rough on him but he deserved it" Andy said holding your hand. " Don't touch me, im going home" you said as you started to walk away. "Women are so confusing these days" Ronnie said as you walked passed him. You walked into the building and left through the back with your things not really caring about your teacher calling the office. You walked home angry and it started to rain. When you got home you went through the back door. You threw your book bag somewhere and went upstairs. Your phone started ringing and you looked at the number. It was Andy and he had called you over 20 times.

You turned off your phone and sat on your bed crying your eyes out and you didn't know why. You debated with yourself and you did the one thing you could do when you were stressed or nervous. You got up and went to the bathroom. You searched through the cabinet and found your razor blades. You started to cut again, hesitantly at first but then willingly, it was the only thing that got your mind off your problems, you did the same to your other arm and the amount of blood on the sink looked like someone had just been murdered. You kept cutting and you started to freak out when you realized that you had cut a vein. You ran to get your phone and called Andy. " Hello" he said as he picked up the phone the moment you called. " I-I did it again" you said softly. " Did what Y/N" he asked you and you could tell he was worried. " There's so much blood" you sobbed as the tears started to flood your eyes. " Y/N open the door" he said and you heard banging on the door downstairs.

"Im sorry" you said as the phone shook in your hands. " Y/N just open the door please" he begged you and the banging only got harder and harder. Then it just stopped completely you went down the steps slowly. The back door opened and Andy ran over to you seeing your wrist. He brought you over to the sink and washed the blood off quickly. He put pressure on where you had cut your vein and held it tightly. He looked through the cabinets for the first aid kit, yet somehow keeping pressure on your arm. He wrapped the bandages on your arm and tightened them. The look of concern on his face was saddening and when he finished wrapping your other arm in bandages he hugged you tightly as you continued to cry. He sat down and put you in his lap and held onto you until you stopped crying.

When you stopped crying he made you look at him. " You could have killed yourself Y/N what were you thinking" he said and you stayed silent. " If that back door wasn't open then you wouldn't have let me in, what was I supposed to do then" he said. "I know, I don't know why you insist on worrying about me, you treat me like if I were a child, I can take care of myself "you said getting off his lap. " I don't mean to treat you like a child, but your worry me a lot so I have to keep an eye on you, Your more than capable to do a lot of things except help yourself in situations like this" he said getting up and following after you. " I cant handle myself in something like this, I can't take care of myself, I know ok but sometimes I just don't feel like I just bother everyone with being around. All I am is a headache for you" you said and he grabbed you.

" You're not a bother to me, im here to take care of you, stop seeing yourself as the girl who just got lucky and had her idol fall in love with her, that's not who you are and that's not who I see you as, I have a lot of respect for you Y/N you know I do, I wouldn't force you to do anything you didn't want to do, maybe I did overact when I found out who that kid was and im sorry about it, I just don't want to lose you, or have you living in fear from someone who can't hurt you anymore than they've already have, I won't hurt you, I promise you that, just let me help you, I want to keep you safe, I want to be by your side, im not trying to hurt you, Im not trying to use you for publicity either, I just want you to be okay, I want you to wake up one day and be happy without a fear of going back to being depressed" he told you and you backed away against the wall.

" I know you mean well, and im trying to accept that but then I just remember everything that's happened to me and then I start thinking about my insecurities and everything. And im sorry that its taking me so long to let you in but I know I'll get there one day, my goal is to wake up one day without having a bad dream and being able to go a day without one bad thought" you said and he held your cheek." Were going to get there one day, I promise and I mean it, I love you Y/N and your my everything just remember what im saying to you every time you have a moment like this" he said and you nodded. " You haven't eaten anything today come on" he said as he grabbed your hand and tugged on it lightly. You followed after him and walked into the kitchen. He sat you down at the table and you put your head down and tried to fall asleep as he made you something to eat and eventually you did.

Three days later

You were in your room getting ready. Your mom was making sure you had everything. You reassured her everything was fine and she smiled at you. "Remember I want a call every night" she told you. " I know" you groaned and she sighed. "Just be careful out there and have fun" she said as the doorbell rang. You grabbed your bags and went down the steps. You opened the door and Andy smiled at you. " Are you ready" he asked you. " Yup" you smiled and he took your bags and put them in the car. Your mom hugged you tightly " Bye mom, I'll see you in a week, love you" you said as she closed the door. You got in the car and Andy sat next to you. "This is going to be great" he smiled as the driver started the car.

*Tours in Cali by the way*