We stitch these wound { Andy Biersack x reader}

Chapter 9

You sat backstage watching Andy perform. “ And Now I’d like to introduce you all to someone that has become very important to me” he said into the mic as the song ended. He signaled you to come over and you went pale. “ Me?” You mouthed and he nodded. “ You stepped out into the stage nervously and stood by Andy. “ This Ladies and gentleman is Y/N my girlfriend” he said introducing you and his fans cheered but you could hear the disapprovals in the crowd it was what seemed to stand out. He kissed your cheek as you gave the crowd a small wave and you smiled softly. “ Now I wanna hear you all sing this next song!” He said into the mic. You heard the intro to rebel love song and Andy held onto your hand tightly as he started to sing and your eyes lit up with excitement as you heard him sing.

He picked you up and carried you singing as he did so. He set you down and you smiled at him. You waved bye to the crowd and kissed him on the cheek before you went backstage again. You went to the room where all your stuff was and you sat down waiting for the show to be over. You thought about the people who didn’t approve of you when Andy had said you we’re his girlfriend. No matter how hard you tried you just couldn’t stop thinking about it. “ You knew Andy deserved someone better and he refuse to let you believe that maybe he was just waiting for you to give yourself to him and then he would forget about you like you never existed” you thought to yourself.

Three more days and you’ll  home, living your life and he’ll be happy and find someone else and just text you that its over you couldn’t help let the tears fall from your eyes as you thought about it. You heard the concert end and you left the room walking to the back of the building still crying. You sat on the edge of cemented ramp trying to get yourself to stop crying, but your attempts were only in vain. You heard the door open and you wiped your tears away quickly trying not to look like you were crying. Whoever it was sat down next to you and you glanced at Andy and he lit a cigarette. “ You have such a lovely voice and you ruin it with those cigarettes” you said softly and he glanced at you. “ I know but they calm me down like your hugs do” he said softly.

You hugged him tightly and he smiled. “ did you enjoy the show?” he asked you. “ Of course I did” you smiled and he put out the cigarette. “ I love you Y/N Please don’t forget that“ he said softly.” We’ll where are we off to?” you asked him. “ We actually have two days to ourselves which means that we can spend two days at the house before I have to take you to the airport Wednesday morning” he said and you nodded. “ Then lets not waste anymore time and let’s go out or something” you told him getting up and he smiled. “Where do you want to go?” he asked you. “ I don’t know surprise me!” you laughed as you went back inside. He followed you and you went back to the room grabbing your bag and sat next to you as the movers loaded things on to the bus.

“ So were going back to your place?’ you asked him. “ I just want to spend as much time as I can with you. But more importantly did you get your school work done?” he asked you. “ Yes, sir” you told him. “ Good” he smiled. “ Then what are we waiting for let’s go" he smiled and you followed him to the back. “Where are you guys going" Ashley asked you. “ Home" you told him. “Did you forget about the interview?” he asked Andy. “ Interview?” you asked him. “ Yea the one that starts in five minutes so lets get a move on it" he said grabbing the both of you and dragging you down the hall. ‘I’m part of it too?” you asked him. “ Yea you were just announced  as his girlfriend so the reporters have got some questions" he told you.

“ But I don’t want to" you him and he stopped. “Listen Y/N Its better if you just do this and get it over with because if you don’t then you’ll be seen as the too good for an interview kind of girl and that’s bad publicity for all of us" he told you and you glanced at Andy. “ I’ll get nervous" you told him. “ If you do I’ll be right there with you’” he said and you sighed. “Fine" you groaned and Ashley smiled. “Now hurry up were gonna be late" he said and you and Andy followed behind him. .You walked into a room filled with cameras and flashing lights and you and Andy sat next to each other and Ashley sat on the other side with Jinxx and Jake. Andy held your hand as you put your hands on the table nervously. “ We’ll start taking questions now" Ashley said into the mic and people started to ask a million questions.

“How does it feel to be the girlfriend of such a famous person” A reporter yelled, “How long have you’ve been dating" another asked and you were being flooded with questions that you just couldn’t focus. “ I-I don’t think there’s...anything special about it to be honest…we just l-love each other and were happy together” you said into the microphone that was sitting in front of you and you slightly squeezed Andy’s hand.” Many fans are wondering are you in it for the fame?” he asked me. “ Let me reassure you something they both love each other and if you think otherwise that is your problem” Ashley interrupted. “ Do we hope to see any new information on the course of the tour?” a reporter asked Andy.

“ There might be, its still being decided” Andy said softly. You sat there quietly as the reporters asked the others questions and they answered them. “ It was noticed that when you waved to the crowd, you had scars on your arm that were presumably from self harm, and if they are don’t you think its more of an attention call since you are the girlfriend of same man that influences thousands not to self harm?” the reporter asked you and the room fell silent and you gripped Andy’s hand and sat up.

“ Yes, they are from self harm, what is it to you? So you can write it up in your magazine and tittle it “ Andy Biersack’s girlfriend Self harms? I’ll give you something to write in your magazine. You use this publicity and turn it into something disgusting and you label us like were some animals. You can label me as the self harmer but I won’t care. There are thousands of people out there who do it, and maybe half of us here are guilty of it but too embarrassed to raise are hands, so I’m going to speak for them, you can call me a suicidal, emotional and unstable person but I will just keep walking forward, because I speak for all of those that can’t. Self-Harm is a cry for help not an attention call people want to be saved not ignored so if you’ll excuse me I will carry on like the rest of the world” you said into the microphone.

You then got up and left the room and the others followed behind you. “What do you want to be saved from “ the reporter asked but you had already walked out. “ Have a good night thanks for coming” Ashley waved before leaving. You all headed back to the bus and Andy grabbed your hand. “ I’m so proud of you” he smiled and you hugged him. “You handled that better than anyone in the world” The others congratulated you. “ I just said what was on my mind “ you told them. “ You had a lot to say you basically told that guy to shove his magazine up his ass” Jinxx laughed. “He was asking for it” You said as you got onto the bus. “ Now how about we go out to eat because I’m starving” Jake said and you all agreed.

Time skip

You were back at Andy’s house. The guys had left a while ago and you were currently in the shower. You reached out for your towel and you got out the shower. You wrapped the towel around you and you heard Andy talking to someone. “Is that my phone?” you asked him. “ Yea, she’s right here she just got out the shower,…of course not!....Yes ma’am, I understand. Yes we had lunch an hour ago” he said and you wondered who he was talking to. “ Its for you” he whispered passing you the phone. “ Hello?” you asked. “ You didn’t call so I called” you heard your mom say. “ Its been a busy day” you said softly. “ well as long as I hear your voice I’m fine” she said. “ Well I’ll be home in two days so just a little more and then I’m all yours” You told her as you opened your suit Case.

You pulled out your bra and underwear and then a dress. “Well I’ll call you tomorrow so enjoy your night” you heard her say. You hung up the phone and went to the bathroom with your clothes. You got changed and you left your towel on the rack to dry. You sat on the bed and laid down next to him. “ Now that your changed I need you to put on this “ he said handing you a blindfold. “ Why exactly?” you asked him. “ you said to surprise you so I am” he told you and you sighed. You put on the blindfold and he picked you up. “ Our journey begins” he said as he carried you down the steps and outside. He opened the car door and sat you down in your seat. He put on your seatbelt and you smiled as he closed the door. He got in and started the car.

Time skip: Three hours later

You had fallen asleep and Andy tapped your shoulder waking you up. He helped you out of your seat and picked you up again. “ Where are we?” you asked him. “ your about to see” he said and he walked a little farther. “ Are you ready” he asked you. “Yes” you said softly and he took off the blindfold and you opened your eyes. You stared at the beach that was in front of you. The water looked memorizing with the moon shining down on it. “ If you told me we were going to the beach then I would have brought a bathing suit” you told him. “ What’s stopping you?” he said and he started to unbutton his shirt. “Last one to the water is a rotten egg” he said as he started to slip off his shoes. You took of your sneakers undoing the laces and hurried to getting the other one off.

“ Your on” you said as you ran towards the water taking off your dress. He ran behind you and sped up and you desperately tried to keep up. He jumped into the water and you jumped in behind him. “ You’re the rotten egg” he laughed. He held onto you floating around with you in his arms. “ I wish you could stay with me” he said softly. “ When I finish school I promise I’ll come and stay for the rest of tour” you said. “ But I want you here everyday so I can wake up every morning and see that beautiful face of yours” he said. “ Stop it” you told him as you blushed. “ I can keep going on forever “ he said as he cupped your cheek and he leaned in and you ducked out of his arms. “ If you want to kiss me your going o have to catch me” you said swimming away and he laughed. “ I’m goanna get you” he said as he swam after you.