We stitch these wound { Andy Biersack x reader}

Chapter 4

You walked into the restaurant with Andy grabbing your hand. You were nervous and you didn't know why. Andy talked to the waiter that was going to assign your table and you looked around the place and felt extremely bad. You decided you just avoid using the bathroom during the date you didn't want him to notice and you were going to try your best to avoid it. The waiter brought you to the table and said that he'd back in a few minutes. " Are you okay" he said snapping you out of your thoughts you looked at him and smiled. " Im fine completely fine, nothing to worry about" you said and he sighed. " Are you sure, you seem really nervous" he asked you. "Yea, im fine" you told him and he smiled as the waiter came back and took your order.

30 minutes later

After eating and talking to Andy you were sitting there trying to avoid to go to the bathroom. You had tried to think of many other things but it just wasn't working. " Are you ready to go" he asked you and you nodded. He payed the bill refusing to let you see it. He grabbed your hand and walked out the restaurant where you were stopped by a mob of flashing cameras. Andy immediately threw his jacket over you covering your face. He lead you through the crowd as they followed the two of you trying to pull the jacket off you. You held onto Andy's hand as he lead you to the parking lot. He opened the door for you and you got in keeping your head down. He got in and you took off the jacket to see the paparazzi had backed away to let him leave. He sped out of the parking lot quickly driving off before another picture was taken of you.

You stayed silent as you could see the annoyed look on his face. You just thought it was best not to bother him. " Could you just drop me off home" you asked him and he slightly nodded not saying a word. You sat there in silence through the entire car ride. He pulled up to the parking lot and you got out of the car. He got out as well going up to you. "" Im really sorry about the whole paparazzi thing" he said with sympathy in his eyes." Its fine, totally fine, it's not your fault, well it kind of is but who wouldn't be able to resist taking a picture of someone like you with a low life like me and wonder what they're doing together at a place like that restaurant" you bantered not realizing what you were saying until it came out of your mouth. All he said was goodnight and he left and you could tell by the look on his face he wasn't happy. You went inside regretting what you said.

After an entire speech of telling you were worth something you just basically trashed on it by saying what you said. You saw your mom sitting in the living room watching a movie. "So how was the date" she asked peaking over the couch. "Good" you said and she looked at you." What's wrong, did something happen?" she asked you seeing the look on your face," Nothing, just me ruining everything like always" you said as you walked up the steps. She sat there confused as you went to the room locking the door. "Always saying things to ruin everything you fucking idiot" you yelled at yourself. You sat on the floor just mentally cursing yourself out. Eventually you started banging your head on the wall calling yourself stupid repeatedly until the middle of the night when your mom told you to go to sleep.

Time skip

It was four in the morning and you still hadn't gone to sleep simply because you just couldn't. No matter how hard you tried you couldn't. But it didn't surprise you it happened every night. The only time you had actually fallen asleep was when Andy stayed the night but now he was probably angry with you and didn't want to talk to you. But you had nothing better to do so here you were ready to get dressed to walk to his house at four in the morning. You couldn't believe you were doing this.

2 hours later

You finally made it to his house. It was cold and you were freezing your ass off. You were shaking from how cold it was. Yet only did it occur to you that you had walked all the way to his house and didn't even tell him your coming. You rang the doorbell and stuffed your hands back into your pocket as a breeze started. You could hear the door unlocking and it opened to reveal him wrapped in blankets looking at you. He pulled you inside as he closed the door. " What are you doing outside at six in the morning" he said and you could tell he was wide awake. " I just couldn't sleep and I wanted to apologize for what I said earlier, I didn't mean it" You told him. " Your shaking, Y/N you could have just called me and I would have gone to get you" he said. " I know I just didn't want to bother you anymore" you said and he sighed. " Your not a bother to me I don't know how many times ill tell you that" he said grabbing your hand. " I just thought you were mad at me for what I said" you told him.

" I was at first but then I remembered that your slowly accepting yourself so maybe you just didn't mean for it to come out like that" He said smiling at you. " I just needed to know you weren't mad at me" you said. " Well now that your here do you plan on staying or are you leaving" he asked you. " Ill just leave I don't want to annoy you I already woke you-"" Your not annoying me and I couldn't sleep anyway, id prefer for you to stay" he said hugging you, He picked you putting you on his shoulders." Don't move" he said and you nodded. He carried you up the steps to his room and set you down gently. " Your pajamas in the closet " he said as he got in bed and pulled the covers over himself.

You saw your onesie in the closet and grabbed it. You left the room and looked for the bathroom. You finally found it and changed into the onesie. You went back to the room and turned off the lights. You Layed down next to him and he wrapped his arm around your waist. " Good night Y/N" he said as he fell asleep. You fell asleep soon after.

-Your dream-

You opened your eyes to come with a familiar face. Your ex-boyfriend opened his eyes and your whole body froze. The glare he had on, you already knew what it meant. He touched your cheek and you squeezed your eyes shut trying to wake up but it wasn't working. He grabbed you by the chin harshly and made you look at him. " Your nothing! Do you hear me? Your disappointing the only reason I let you stay here is because I feel sorry for you, did you really think you'd get away from me?" he said smacking you as his drunken breath came to your sense of smell. The tears started to surface as you held your cheek. "The day you stop throwing up everything you eat then I can finally say your my girlfriend until then your just another bother" He said kicking you off the bed. "Now Undress" he demanded as he got out of bed. You ran for the door but he quickly got up and slammed it shut locking it. "Where do you think you're going I told you to undress didn't I?" he snapped at you as backed away from him. You backed into the wall as he walked towards you. He grabbed you by the shirt as he started to undo your buttons. " I-I don't want to" you cried out and he slapped you. " I didn't ask you if you wanted to did I" he yelled at you. He took off your shirt, his hands traveling your body as he gripped your chest. " s-stop" you said and he glared at you. He raised his hand against you and you tried to push him off you. " Stop!" you cried out but he didn't listen to a word and continued. You started shaking as the tears spilled out of your eyes.

End of dream

Your eyes snapped open as the sweat ran downyour forehead. You sat up getting out of bed crying your eyes up you sat on thefloor crying. Andy got up turning on the lights and ran over to you. " Y/Nwhat's wrong" he asked you he tried to touch your cheek. You continued to cryas he tried to figure out what was wrong with you. " it was just a nightmare"he said as he hugged you and the flashback hit you all the times he laid a handon you. " it was just a bad dream" he said softly holding you in his armsstroking your hair. His words calmed you down and you laid your head in hischest. " its okay im here" he said as you stopped cry. He wiped your tears andheld your hand. " Its not okay, Its going to keep haunting me" you said as heheld your hand. " Whatever it is im sure im going to get you through it" He said.He stood up helping you stand. " Im gonna help you okay, I wont let you suffer"he said hugging you.