Misunderstood

Tension

Malia💬
Walking out the Hotel room I heard a voice calling my name. It was Kai. Kai caught up to me and stopped me by leaning his hand on the wall so that I can't walk pass him. "Malia we need to talk about this". What am I suppose to talk about? I can barley process what just happen myself! I mean come on, I kissed a sociopath for crying out loud! I mean really Malia? Any guy in the world you could of kissed, but no you have to kissed the guy who murdered half of his family. "Kai I can't talk about this right now ok". I ducked under his arm to escape his ambience and started to stroll down the dusty hotel hallway."Malia I felt something and I know you did too" kai yelled after me.I stopped mid walk, still having my back facing him.Kai was right I did feel something. I soon as he kissed me it felt like a tug on my heart. Like he was playing it like an Instrument.But I am not going to let myself feel for him. I turn back so he can see my face and spoke."okay so what if I felt something for you. It's not like we can actually be some sort of ... I don't know.. couple or whatever !". "what do you mean?" Kai asked, with an confused expression plastered on his face" ."What I mean Kai, is that I can't date a crazy murder!". Kai starred at me. And for the first time it actually looked like he was hurt. Pain filled his icy cold eyes."You're right" he mumbled. "We were just in the moment it didn't mean anything". He looked at me with a face I couldn't read, silence filled the hollow hallway. Breaking the silence I spoke again, "Kai we should just focus on finding my parents" i sigh and started to head back to the room. Kai followed soon after and headed to the shower that I stopped him from going to moments before. I heard the water going off. My mind and thoughts were scrambled in my head. I contemplated over the things kai had told me earlier in the hallway. He felt something, something that was so strong that despite the argument we were having, he still had the urge to kiss me. What was scary was that I had the same exact urge. But i have to fight it, need to fight. Feelings like this are not suppose to occur with a person like Kai Parker. I must have been lost in my thoughts for awhile , because before I knew it, kai was out of the shower. He walked out with just a towel wrapped around his waist, droplets of water clingy on his torso. I couldn't take my eyes off of him. Realizing my staring, kai gave me a crooked smile. Despite the fight we had just had  moments before, he still managed to be arrogant and cocky as he always is. I looked at my hands trying to not make eye contact with him. "Okay well I am going to let you get changed and I am gonna head down to the lobby, I'll wait for you there" I spoke while heading toward the door. Without letting him speak, i opened the door and walked into the hallway. As I walked to the elevator I thought about how difficult this Is going to be with Kai.He's a distraction I can't afford. I needed to be focused on finding my parents and filling in the blanks in my life that have been driving me crazy. I need to get over this tension with kai and fast.
A/N : wow seems like forever I hoped you enjoyed. Even though I only had three ppl comment on my last update I decided to upload. Please to those three people tell me If you still are interested in this story and how I write it. If you are not please comment so I know if I should continue the updates I won't get butthurt lol.